>be me
>Asian dude born in Europe
>been lying to strict but kind parents for years
>told them I'm doing great in uni
>actually been failing every year since the first
>too lazy, addicted to gaming and porn
>they've been paying all my fees
>they think I'm getting my master's on Tuesday
>they even told the whole family
>reality: haven't done shit in a year
>only plan I can think of is running away
Help.

I'm so FUCKED

What does it have to do with you being Asian? Go back to Pakistan.

I'm sooo cooked FUCK it im just gonna run away and well see what happens. Also im not brown

Be a man and face the consequences, don't be a faggot

>>936131597
Does it matter if im either way basically getting disowned anyways. I've been lying and breaking their trust because im a depressed lazy shit. For years.

If you went out more and socialized, you wouldn't be a depressed fat man who depends on pornography. It's normal that you're a disgrace. You lied to them for years, so at least you shouldn't face the consequences of your actions.

>>936128689 (OP)
move to china, you'll feel better and it will fix everything.

>>936131931
Im actually not fat. I've been going to the gym. But only as an escape for my depression. As for socializing, I think im autistic cause I generally hate interacting with people, except with my little sister. But she's diagnosed as an autist i guess

3 texts from you and all I see are excuses. I only advise you to honor yourself and finish what you started. Instead of agreeing with the people who despise you, you should improve.

>>936132283
Don't you get it? Im a psychopath liar. I can effortlessly tell my loved ones many lies just for my own convenience. I'll literally be parentless in the next 2 days. I've failed at life, there are no redoes. I am an autistic retard and find more happiness with dead things than people.

bruh.
stop watching anime, otaku

>>936132283
fuck your parents, then, but don't forget to include you're mother's maiden name in your will.

>>936132746
After they disown me I'll at least have tons of anime to watch

>>936132060
harder than it looks tho

also op is literally jennifer pan 2 (look it up)

>>936134305
I would never kill my parents what the fuck, even though im a lying piece of shit I'd never actually harm anyone

It is the classic situation in which parents plant negligently or irresponsibly and in the future the child has to deal with the harvest for the rest of his life.

Regardless of whether their parents are rich or poor, a child needs all the attention to understand their strengths and weaknesses and thus develop them properly until they reach a point that they become truly independent. Considering cases of properly cared for children, they can reach peak maturity at 16 and can even get married and build a family.

Understand one thing Asian guy, you are not to blame for the shitty life you have now but you have to realize and accept this as soon as possible and move on to plan B.
>get a job as soon as possible even if it's minimum wage
>save enough money to live alone in a rental, close to work or with good cost-benefit and quality of life
>save money for at least two years while you think about where you will spend the rest of your life

It's a radical decision, no doubt about it. You're not really prepared for it. But it's just a matter of understanding that it has become inevitable. There's nothing stopping you from getting kicked out and you WILL have to go through it. So get out on your own. The clock is ticking. You already know what to do. Read this post again until you understand.

I believe in you, you can do it. I did it so you can too.

>>936134927
Being rational about it seems something I can't grasp yet though. Im about to humiliate my parents and close ones for turning out to be a autistic liar who has wasted 9 years of his life thanks to addiction and depression (im 27). This feeling of absolutely destroying the happiness of your loved ones... Im too much of a beta pussy to give that to them, even if it will happen in less than 48 hours.

>>936135755
Stop trying to control the inevitable and focus on what you actually need to do. You have little time. Pretend your time is up and shit happened. Now what? What to do? That's what you have to think about, what you can do. Or are you just going to sleep on the street and become a homeless whore?

>>936136137
I have blown all my cash on games and porn. If they were to kick me out then I could probably sleep only for a few days at another hotel. After that I'd have to ask the government to take me in somewhere. But im honestly more worried about what will happen if they don't kick me out.

>>936136577
Why?

If I don't answer anymore it's because I went to sleep

>>936137522
Every move I make. Every thing I say. Every time I'll meet someone. They will all look at me like a pile of trash. Constant humiliation and disappointment. I honestly want to get kicked out cause I might kill myself if they'd torture me like that every day

>>936128689 (OP)
Just tell them you fail the year and need to retake next year you say something else.

>>936138203
Lol. My study usually takes 5 years, if you struggle 6 or 7. I've been doing this for 9. I've used that trick 4 times already.

>>936138314
How much time do you need then? Also in what level degree are you on?

>>936138395
I've lost all interest in trying to get that degree, physics requires too much discipline. I might have completed 50% of the first 3 years. After that I just gave up. I also have no clue what my passion or interests are. Im just cooked