>>936150532 (OP)
>how did it start?
Long time user of this board and site. I used to avoid these threads and any kind of porn with black dudes for a long time. Found it gross. One day my ex admitted she cheated on me with a black guy at a party. He got her high and she gave in. I was enraged. We broke up cause of it, rekindled months later, I could tell our sex wasn’t great anymore, and I tried my hardest to give her that rekindling/make up kind of sex. Whatever. Then one night I went through her phone and found texts with the black guy, scrolled through and found pics and vids from his pov fucking her. Dude had a massive dick and she was making faces I’ve never seen and moaning/screaming like ive never heard. Felt like a million knives stabbing me at once. Broke up with her for good after that. Then from there, the humiliation and my curiosity got the best of me. Started to lurk through bbc threads and anything bmwf, and it snowballed from there. Today, I have a strong bbc kink, maybe even fetish. Love watching bbc cuckold videos, white girls and white sissies and femboys taking bbc, bnwo, solo bbc, whiteboisex, and have even evolved to taking bbc dildos and partaking in whiteboisex while in chastity. Not sure where it goes from here, and I never tried to stop or quit. It’s fun to me. I’m 26, white, medium/average dick, but not fem looking at all, and I can only masturbate to porn that involves the topics I mentioned above.
