I got a lot more reasons to die than to live, yet I can't do it.

>>936210447 (OP)
That's a cozy picture.

>>936210507
It's my dream, I won't ever get to live it unfortunately

i agree i wish someone would just kill me instead

>>936210447 (OP)
>>936210547
thats fucking stupid. Just stop being a bitch and put on your big boy pants, work towards your goals. It takes years. Lazy stupid piece of poop.

Dumb thread.

>>936210447 (OP)
Everything will be okay OP.

>>936210759
ok boomer

>>936210759
>Just stop being a bitch
Been it my whole life, I know I am not going to change. I rather not keep disappointing people, but I just can't seem to take it in my hands to do it.
>>936210774
I wish, sometimes I cope thinking I just have too much high expectations of myself. I don't know anymore, maybe I was always going to suck at this.

>>936210687
Same anon, same. I'd want to exit bag, but having to be burden for whoever picks up my body and unassemble the nitrogen tanks would be shitty. Getting killed feels like my only option since a freak accident is a freak accident and I know there is no turning back from that.

i have this dream of being really cute and shotting myself in the face on live stream, but i dont want ugly gorelop freaks to goon over it, i just want it to be appreciated like art. dying while looking pretty is the best thing that could happen to me

>>936211329
this is so true, we should be able to die whenever we choose

>>936211591
You already can, the issue is actually going through with it.
>>936211417
Grim, but I probably can't say much either.

>>936211063
>sometimes I cope thinking I just have too much high expectations of myself.
You should cut yourself some slack OP. You are only human.

>>936212790
I know, but do you ever wonder what would have happened if you tried your 100%? Where do you think you would be now?