I have an orientation denial/closet fetish and have had it for many years. AMA
>By 23, I fully realize I'm gay and enter the best relationship of my life with another guy for 3+ years
>he proposes to me, and my brain activates something strange, a weird arousal at the thought of sabotaging my own happiness and comfort
>tell him I cant be with him, and lie to him about being straight
>never had arousal towards women in my life
>despite that, start trying to fuck women who have a crush on me
>need to think about cock to stay hard, but the psychological high of being with the "correct" sex is intensely satisfying
>decide to never be with a man ever again
>have had the same gf for 2 years now

>>936272237 (OP)
i don't particularly like cock i wonder if women particularly like cock, you are sick and simply a trans who should cut it because normal boys are straight since womb and if they don't get crooked they can enjoy cock in any wholesome way and this is simply reading stuff written 50+ years ago.

>>936272237 (OP)

>>936272237 (OP)
Based fag hater.

>>936272237 (OP)
Oh neat, so you broke the hear of the love of your life and you're scamming a woman too, which will also lead to her heart getting broken.
Way to be a horrible and selfish person anon.

>>936276132

OP here. Idk how to tell you this, and it's scary, but forced straight has a way of enticing gay guys like us in a way that no other kink I know compares. Its not even so much for pleasure, but for the weird and extremely potent high of constant denial. It's so fucking hot to not be able to get with men, but crave it everyday. This is multiplied by 100's when you're channeling it into sex with women.

>>936276894
You do not represent all gay men and you are a bad human for acting like this.

>>936276937
I represent a subset of gay men that get to experience something really fucked up and hot. It's not that bad. I love how uncomfortable making out with my girlfriend while knowing I'm just wqsting her time makes me...knowing I'm fully intending to marry her too.

>>936276051
Haha. Thanks. It's got its own appeal.

>>936276997
this is the most retarded larp I've ever heard

Tell me I'm your type, and maybe I'll stick around. emyzeth

Bump

>>936277413
I was literally going to marry him...

>>936279949