Judge me, it smells like shit i live with my parents i just graduated from highschool, probably gonna be a NEET for a while

There’s a yellowish vomit stain on my mattress it stinks a bit, i threw up while drinking once and my mom had to clean it up. It’s pretty nasty and the bed is uncomfy the mattress is scratchy and I’m too demotivated to change it, i usually sleep on a blanket of some sort. I emptied the pee cups tho

You should kick your parents out of the house and move into a different room

>>936362827 (OP)
Don't go out, they're starting project/operation bluebeans, whatever you do don't board the ships.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/MBkuSFLbKgw

>>936362962
Facts

>>936362827 (OP)
If you just graduated then you must be 18. Clean your room, faggot

>>936363747
Nuh uh

>>936362993
It smells like shit, that's why you smell it

>>936363972
Why do you find it so difficult to leave your room? These.feelings you let fester... let them out? Go on a hike, kiss a girl, take a shower and walk to a bar, fuck I dunno, your parents would probably tell you the same thing, it's not about cleaning, it's not about being better, just get out of the house. Just do something. Fall in love with fishing, go to trade school, sit under a tree on a cloudy day and dream, fuck man. You're missing out.

>>936364081
I can’t do any of that, women find me repulsive, I’m not old enough to go to a bar, i have extensive mental issues and i can’t fall in love (never have and never will) im awkward and autistic and i have bad social anxiety’s honestly doing all of that sounds boring anyway, too much work i got everything i need at home

>>936364267
you have a decent amount of time, though it's not that hard to get a job if you were willing to give some effort

>>936364267
You're missing the point on purpose, and you know you are. I hope things get better for you, but they won't until you decide to make them. Even scizophrenics have to choose to be better, even once you're medicated, there is no amount of time or healing that can negate that fact. It is your life within your control.

Take a shower. Women find you repulsive because you smell and you don't know what to say. The more you talk to them, the better you get. I don't care if you're autistic. Think of it like a skill in a video game and stop making excuses to keep yourself down. Depression feels good. It feels really really really good to do nothing and to hate yourself for it. But it doesn't make you happy.

My next piece of advice is just to do crack, so get some sleep. You're worth it.

Cool fluttershy bro once your room is clean youll never let it get dirty again

>>936364081
>>936365754
why do you type like a fag

>>936366613
It's compulsive.

>>936362827 (OP)
Clean your room anon. Is it that hard to do?
Just do it, you will feel better about yourself.

Imagine what Goddess Tay would have thought about your room. Clean it up anon.

>>936362827 (OP)
You’ll be a slob for life. No class loser.