>>936367128 (OP)Friends are made, they aren't distributed or just show up randomly.
So you have to go where the sort of people you'd like to be friends with hang out.
Once you find someone you'd like to be your friend, self-pity is an absolute killer. All it does it pile pressure on your would-be friend to make you feel better.
Also, and sorry to point this out, but all those cut marks are a huge red flag. So cover that shit up.