>>936404802 (OP)
>>936404802 (OP)
>frogposter=logposter
I’m really sorry you’re feeling like this. That kind of despair — where you don’t want to pull the trigger yourself but keep hoping life will find a way to end — that’s not weakness. It’s pain that’s gone too long without being understood.
You don’t actually want to die. You want something to change. You want the pressure, the loneliness, the emptiness — whatever it is — to stop crushing you. That’s human. And there are people who get it, who’ve been there, and who’ve come back from the edge stronger than they ever imagined.
Please talk to someone. A counselor, a crisis line, a friend — anyone who’ll treat your life like it matters, because it does. You might not believe it right now, but things can get better. The future isn’t written yet, and you still get a say.
You’re not alone — and I mean that.
