ive been bedrotting for three days straight and had maybe only 800 calories of fruit and vegetables in total plus water and coke zero. i never want to eat again. my body is lying about needing food and im tired of trusting it.

>>936426203 (OP)
Is this a male or female stomach I'm looking at here? I can't even tell any more.

I wish I could stay in bed for three days. My fucking back starts hurting after more than 12 hours.

You are sick, self diagnose tiday

>>936426676
Proof it works

>>936426203 (OP)
cute tummy. disc?

>>936426550
im a male and my back doesn’t hurt much. i have to get up at some point, im just worried expending energy will make me more hungry.
>>936426732
sorry, i don’t understand what you’re trying to show me.
>>936426739
i dont really want to give my disc out at the moment. im sure you’re nice, but others have not been historically.

>>936426838
>I'm a male
Welp I'm out. Have fun lying in bed my dude.

Do this

>>936426838
Show benis. Hips like that are good building blocks for femboy material

>>936426838
post bussy :3

>>936426838
Also.... you don't have to get up as much if you were kept in a diaper.

Insanity is transmissible

Self diagnose OP you dont need human intervention

>>936427995
Only when you self diagnose you will know what needs to be done about your life

>>936427168
i need to shave, i will when i finally get up. maybe tomorrow.
>>936427411
i've always been shy about posting lewds involving stuff like that. i wish i wasn’t. i need to figure out how to love my body more. i do above-average skincare, i get my steps everyday (not the past three days), and take good care of myself. why do i feel the need to starve myself?
>>936428065
i have a diagnosis for ocd and anorexia nervosa. i’ve had them for a while at this point. are you getting at something that i am missing?

>>936428436
you're so cute and tight i want to lick you all over

>>936428436
Would LICK that tummy.

>>936428436
You have an underlying condition

>>936428655
Based dubs

I wish I was commited like you

>>936428626
thank you. i can post more like it if you want.
>>936428639
thank you. i have an unhealthy relationship with validation. this is making me feel slightly better, but it’s still all messed up. i should love myself more.
>>936428655
are you hinting the at i may have autism? i do have a slight amount of autism. i do play oldschool runescape and am quite addicted. i have so much free time before the next semester starts, and doing tick-manipulation skilling methods always helps me cope.
>>936428916
hi anon. i understand your sentiment, but believe me when i say that i am not committed to anything. i am mentally ill, and starving is my default. I forgot what it was like to experience food freedom. Every meal consists of a multiple hour ritual before I allow myself to eat. Every morning and every night is also reliant on routines I have created. It is a mess. I am not committed, and I hope you understand what I am trying to say.

>>936428916
So this is what you need: dopamine

>>936426203 (OP)
God if i wish i was you. I'm too insane or smth, i don't know, i struggle to control myself.

I'm currently at 77kg, which for me it's on the edge between healthy weight and underweight, but it's not enough.

>>936426838
HOW does your back not hurt?? I know my bed is crap, but i can't lay for a few hours that my back will kill me

>>936426550
Does it matter if you can't tell?

Ger out of bed before your bitch hips develop even more

>>936429283
i hope you find a reason to stop before you go underweight. i float around the 16-17 bmi range, and i start getting sick in the low 16s. It’s painful, it’s not fun, it isn’t worth it. Everyone like me struggles with control. Ironically, it’s what we lack the most.
>>936429399
i’m not sure to be honest, it might feel a little sore but i’m generally up and around and my bed is comfy.
>>936429539
do my hips look bitchy in this pic too?

>>936429228
>>936430093
god id kill someone if it meant you would show us your tight ass

>>936430093
Eh, i don't wanna stop tho. Last summer i managed to get down to 72kg and i felt so pretty. I know it sucks, but we're in the same boat ahah.

And i envy uuuu, i'm too tall, i barely fit in my bed (plus the Blahaj takes space too, but i hug it so it's fine :D)

>>936430300
the truth is is that i am too insecure. i have posted my butt a few times, and everyone always is quick to compliment. i struggle to take people at their word sometimes.
>>936430670
i see you and hear you, especially when you say you feel prettier when you’re lighter. i feel the same. the issue is that your thoughts surrounding pretty = skinny ultimately manifest into always chasing a new low weight. even when i was in the high 15 bmi range, i was unable to really get out of bed at all. everything was hurting and all i wanted to do was lose more weight.
i envy you in ways too anon. your comments about your little shark friend are also really cute.

>>936431414
why the hell would we be lying about how hot you are i'm horny as hell and want to admire smooth white cheeks

>>936431414
The thing is, i made a deadly cocktail for myself. I used to be overweight/almost obese when i was a kid, but my attitude was always like "I don't care about what others say, I like myself and that's all that matters!" which is good, great job buddy... until you lose weight and start defining your own idea of beauty. Luckily this also means i'll never go too deep, but it still kinda sucks, my ideal weight would be in the 60-65kg range, but i'd settle even for 70kg

Also yes, he's very cure and an amazingly huggable fellow

>>93643141right now im 50kg no real pain from laying down or anything its livable as long as you dont plans to do anything

>>936431893
everyone deserves to feel wanted and pretty. i won’t comment on your weight goals, but i hope you can find peace. losing weight has poisoned every aspect of my life. my eating disorder is one of the most important things i hold in my life. i am scared of losing the fake comfort it provides.
hug your shark extra tight tonight for me, he deserves it.

>>936432771
*pat pat*, i'm sorry. I hope you manage to understand how pretty you are <3

Here's me at an healthy weight ^^

>>936432950
those are not hairs, those are stretch marks since i lost a lot of weight suddenly ;v;

>>936432950
here’s a tummy video i took a few weeks ago, i was a little heavier at this point
https://litter.catbox moe/6if7jtaufuxzy4wd.mov
you look beautiful, and it’s because you’re a healthy weight. it is a myth that you will look better the more underweight you are.
>>936433411
hair or no hair, it doesn’t matter. you look pretty.

>>936433572
I agree that it's not the more! but still that was when i had a few kg less than now. Wish i was born short and petite damn it! No one can pick me up like the small goblin i am (mentally)

>>936433572
also uwaaaah so prettyyyy *.*

>>936426203 (OP)
Four days ago, how were you feeling overall? Did you go anywhere? What was your diet like four days ago?

This is very hot, OP. Post more current body checks

>>936434100
https://litter.catbox moe/9fa2kztnoob9bf8v.jpeg
my body checks feel so much more private than any lewds i take. i won’t post any, but ill post this for now as its pretty recent.
>>936433952
i wish i was born different in some ways as well anon. it’s just one day at a time. always hoped things could be different.
>>936433976
thank you, you’re very kind.

>>936434671
Wanna share discords? you seem like a fun person, a bit gloomy, but still fun to talk to ^^

>>936434671
That's a good photo. What kind of pills am I looking at?

body checks with stomach included is ideal. Taking a guess that you have an edtwt

i want to creampie this femboy
NEED to

>>936426927
more room for me then get the fuck outta here
OP open up that bussy i wanna eat i'm hungry

>>936432950
>>936430093
>>936426203 (OP)
Heiß

>>936434059
i was more stable four days ago. something happened recently and don’t particularly care to explain it. i think i will be okay soon. surely.
>>936434826
if you want to post yours first, i may add you later. but just a heads up, im not in the best mood recently, if it already isn’t obvious :p
>>936434865
you are looking at estradiol tablets. i use to have an edtwt. i hate what twitter has become so i gave it up.
>>936435005
thanks anon, maybe jf we go to the same school, which i doubt.
>>936435122
not today, maybe another time!

>>936435468
>school
How old are you, Anon?

>>936435468
anon05051

>>936435468
>i was more stable four days ago. something happened recently and don’t particularly care to explain it. i think i will be okay soon. surely.

There's still two questions that you didn't even answer, anon.

>>936435543
i should be more clear that i am not a minor.
>>936435589
i might nap for a bit, i may add you after if that’s okay.
>>936435890
i did not go anywhere recently. my diet before then was the same as it has always been for the past year or so. typically one meal a day consisting of ground turkey, egg whites, and a lot of vegetables with only salt and hot sauce. i eat with chop sticks only and use the same bowl everyday. other times if i need to curb my appetite i will have some fruit with some sugar-free vanilla greek yougurt. i also abuse coffee and sugar-free drinks often along side plenty of water per day.

>>936436314
No dairy at all?

>>936435468
it's lc_redcube, don't belive that guy please

>>936436530
i do cheat some quest bars here and there which i forgot to mention. but yes, no diary. i don’t mind dairy at all but it seems like it’s unnecessary calories for me personally.
>>936436571
just to be clear, are you the one with the shark friend?

>>936436741
OMAD is pretty good. I just always lack energy with it though.

>>936436765
it’s allowed me consistent weight loss for a while now without any long-lasting plateauing. i’m open to changing my diet in the future, but it’s always extremely mentally daunting trying to incorporate new ideas into my diet/routines.
can i ask, are you someone that is also struggling with anorexia?

>>936436900
Fuck to the no, i'm the exact opposite of anorexia lol

>>936436741
Yes, im lc_redcube, and i'm the one with the Blahaj and the weight problems. I WOULD NEVER CALL MYSELF ANON AND A BUNCH OF NUMBERS THAT'S SUCH A SHIT NAME OMG