>>936542038 (OP)I mean I feel this. I don't necessarily blame my mother for shit cuz things kinda were what they were but the simple fact of the matter is one of her children ended up as a suicidally depressed loser (me) and the other one is a fucking borderline psycho has spent the last 15 years popping pills and bouncing from therapist to therapist.
Her retirement plans were "I'm gonna inherit a lot of money" except then she spent all the money and has nothing but debt to her name. Likes to pretend she was a good mother and constantly guilts us with the "when you put me in a shitty nursing home just don't let them abuse me..." and the "I took care of MY parents and they weren't even that nice to me..." as if there wasn't a massive inheritance for her at the end of it.
I didn't ask for any of this shit and if I wasn't such a pussy I would have ended it like 15 years ago. The "gift" of life has been burdensome and I've enjoyed very little of it.