Thread 936596330

i posted about quitting weed 2-3 weeks ago. guess what, i failed. shocking i know. this was the OP.

this is attempt #2. it's day one and i already hate myself and my cats who will not shut the fuck up. honestly just killing myself seems preferrable to this.

>>936596507
yeah, it's addictive. for like 2 weeks.
this is not like smoking where someone quits and 6 months later they crave a smoke. my brain desperately needs positive chemicals right now and it's not getting enough because i was ingesting huge quantities of a drug that would trick my brain into providing them.

>>936596330 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rseqmSGH7xk

>>936596906
I rarely post.

Try to get away from the other enabling behaviour e.g. using social media in a specific situation. I noticed that all my addictive behaviour is basically an offshoot of my being bored. But it's never just one behaviour it's a good mix. Godspeed anon.

>>936596507
You have a point. Both things should be legal, and the push for legalizing weed is just dismissing harmful effects because they are pushing. While that is happening, some countries are considering banning nicotine. So fucking stupid.

Do crack cocaine you pussy. Weed is for children

>>936597390
i don't use social media, i think it's gay and stupid

So you didnt smoke weed for 2-3 weeks? Cant even tell how long exactly and noe you smoke a lil ?
Why so mad aint nothing wrong with smoking a dubie, its only fucked up if you do it all the time

I simply cant understand.
Im smoking like a pro for weeks and then stop it for up to half a year and repeat.
tbf its more like 3 months at the moment but I had times when it took 8 months.
I love exaggerating it but after about 5 weeks its boring af.

>"i'm finna just smoke one blunt"
>the blunt in question
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>>936597692
i stopped smoking for like 4 days, caved, smoked, got more, smoked. felt bad because i caved.

>>936597801
yeah at a certain point you are fully saturated and it's not as pleasurable. for me, i kept doing it because i am alone and bored, and it makes me alone and bored easier. it makes it downright tolerable.

i smoked for nearly 4 years and am not taking a break. that's 4 years of smoking or vaping every single day. i know my brain is cooked.

>>936596330 (OP)
Listen here. Weed isn't very punishing thus making it easier to get hooked on. It gives your brain a bit of rest when you're winded or stressed out in general. Here's a big tip. Try to not eat too much junkfood with it, save it for the weekends or on occasion instead of smoking daily. Smoking daily will make you ticked off and dull. Start working out, clean the body of all the smoke and ashes left in your body. Soon you will have a much easier time either toning it down or living with it in general.

>>936598617
wow thanks for this revelatory insight; use in moderation. never thought of that before. it's all so simple now. any more pro tips you dumbass?

>>936598494
>i kept doing it because i am alone and bored
how about you simply dont buy new?
yes its that simple.
its a product, a fucking option.
do you eat chips every day?
do you drink beer every day?
fill up the void with something different.

it doesnt matter if you smoked for 4 years straight.
thats your imagination.

start with 6 months and only buy for 6 week max.
a week before christmas and a week before summer times.

get your shit together and when you light up your first joint, your apparment is clean and so on.
watch carefully how in the next 6 weeks you go back to absolutley nothing and how everything going down.
and then, learn from how good the moment of going back was and understand that ending it, is kind of the same.
if you can manage this, you will find joy in both, starting and stopping.

>>936596330 (OP)
Stop bothering people who enjoy smoking marijuana

If you have a fucking problem go see a fucking therapist

Do not tell me to stop smoking weed again you asshole

>>936598840
>fill up the void with something different.
believe me, if i could smash pussy every day i would. but i'm a moody autistic asshole with no game.
weed is the medicine for me, but i have to quit because i need to get a job. i really doubt i would quit otherwise. i see no point. i'm going to back to using shortly after because i'll get bored, depressed, and lonely, and be frustrated with working for peanuts. this is how it goes.
i have failed comprehensively at life, so now i just get by.

>>936598915
stay out of my thread you fragile nigger bitch

>>936598999
no job, no weed
have job? allowed to buy weed.

>>936599100
No. And if you post this fucking garbage again I'll just remind you you are a fucking snowflake who wants to drag everybody down to your fucking loser standards instead of getting help for YOUR problem

>>936599568
i can't drag you down when you're all beneath me already.

>>936596330 (OP)
I really need to quit weed as well. And then either two or three days ago, I was at 20 Past 4 and more, saw this Dragon glass piece that was absolutely calling to me for $300.

>>936596330 (OP)
Here is the dragon pipe. Forgot to attach

>>936599568
dont do that.

>>936597801
You do sound like a pro, lol. The way you use those numbers...

weed rules

>>936598784
I have a tip for you: KYS

It's a random /b/ post. It had been personalized, my plate.

>>936599794
i have cats do i don't really go in for this stuff, they'll just break this shit. but if i didn't have cats i'd probably have some nice glass.

>>936596330 (OP)
You sound like a fucking idiot. At least tell us what's the point of this thread, since I doubt you are serious about quitting.

>>936600456
i've here to express my general dissatisfaction with quitting weed.

>>936596330 (OP)
Get a hobby dude. I'm 3 weeks off the shit and I feel fine. Took about 10-12 days to move past the cravings and withdrawals.
>inb4 withdrawals, it's weed pussy
Insomnia is real and it sucks. If you want someone bad enough, you can do it bro. Best of luck.

>>936600536
Ok. That shit is illegal and people don't talk about it in schools and at family gatherings so you might not realize it, but you are stating something really obvious. What else do you want?

>>936600647
*something
>exposed mobile fag

>>936600724
>What else do you want?
well, sex would be nice. and money. not having to work. what i really want is a house, but i have given up on that too. why dream of a house when prices keep going up and my income cannot match?
what i want now, most of all, it to get high. and die in my sleep. i want this shit to be over.

>>936600818
inject a bunch of harrowing

>>936600870
i've never injected heroin and don't really want to
i want to get high not get so fucked up tweakers can steal my wallet

>>936600818
I don't know with how much potential you had been born, but you are on a path to waste all of it, no matter what it was, lol. Just go get more weed, bro. Maybe that's the best you can do with your life at that point. If you're gonna be a total failure, at least have maximum fun along the way.

>>936596330 (OP)
I use too sell and grow sour diesel.. During the drying process i would shoot my load over the product and the heat lamps would dry it quickly. No one would have a clue they were smoking my cum.. Best part is i would do this 3 or 5 times to each batch... so it was truly covered in my shit. Had people begging for larger amounts. If anyone ever got pot in the early 2000's out of the Bronx good chances you smoked my Cum.. No bull no larp.. i only say this because i know others who did way worse growing and selling.. So if your smoking better make sure its from a rep source not some ass hole like me..

>>936601010
i wouldn't call it fun. more like being numb to the failure. at least i don't stress like this when i'm high.
i feel like i could run through a fucking brick wall right now i'm so anxious. maybe i should go get in a fight.

>>936596330 (OP)
Just quit being a fag and smoke. I smoked a 1gram joint of flower about an hour ago and am getting in the mood to goon and stay lit on my vape

>>936601446
no, i'd rather be pissed off and actually quit this time
FUCK YOU

>>936601235
yes, you have a good intuition about it. Getting in a fight should be truly invigorating to you. Do you think you can do it before this thread 404, so you can tell us how it went?

>>936601575
i've never been in a fight so no i doubt it.
i'm not actually to go get in a fight. it's a bad idea with only negatives. there is no win situation.

>>936596330 (OP)
You can try to taper off slowly instead of quitting cold turkey. The strength of weed these days absolutely causes shitty withdrawals. It sucks. Takes almost two weeks to get back to normal, maybe longer. Try working out and getting sun while you are quitting.

>>936601643
It will be a huge wake up call for you and it will stay with you for months. Believe me.

>>936596330 (OP)
why not just keep smoking as you long as you can? do you feel like you have something to prove?

>>936602275
gotta get a job, got bills to pay

OP here
i got some booze and feel much better now. fuck sobriety.

>>936607791
You can barely handle quitting weed for a few days and the best solution you came up with was to try your hand at alcoholism?

>>936609959
"try my hand?" i am a fucking irishman i'll have you know. i'm not trying anything. this is in my blood.
had about 3 fingers of whiskey and a beer, i feel terrific. thank christ for legal intoxicants.

>>936599621
Dude you're just a fucking pot troll

You weren't trying to fucking quit lol
And I'm lighting up a huge fucking bowl of infused sativa just to spite you

>>936596330 (OP)
Stop try cold turkey. It doesn’t work.
You gonna have to taper off

>>936596330 (OP)
First off, this is why weed hits you so hard when you quit.
You're not just breaking a habit, you're breaking a coping mechanism. Weed was your crutch, your escape hatch, your reward system.
Strip that away and what’s left?
All the noise, pain, and frustration you’ve been medicating. That’s not weakness that’s withdrawal and your nervous system recalibrating.

Second, hating yourself and your cats isn't proof you're broken and can't succeed it's proof your brain is scrambling. Your dopamine is shot. Your tolerance is wrecked. You're feeling everything raw and unfiltered, which is why it all feels unbearable.

Third, the suicidal thoughts? That sounds like your brain looking for the fastest exit. That’s the addiction talking. It’s trying to bargain with you, make you relapse by making the alternative seem worse. Don’t listen to it. You are in pain, but pain lies.

You failed attempt #1? And So fucking what. Most people don’t get clean on the first try. Or the second. Or the fifth. If you’re still getting up to try again, you’re already doing more than most. This is attempt #2, that means you care. That means there’s still a part of you that wants a better life.

Last thing: stop waiting to “feel better” before you quit. That’s ass backwards. You get better because you quit not the other way around. It’s going to suck for a while. I know.
But That’s just how it works. But it does get easier. You just have to out-stubborn your own brain for a few weeks.

You’re not alone. You’re not worthless. You’re in withdrawal. That’s not forever. Keep going.

Seek therapy man I know it's dumb but it will help if you're open and honest

>>936596330 (OP)
put yourself in a situation where you dont have a choice for awhile and when you get out dont come back. remember how shitty it was. prison worked for me. i dont know what else, maybe the army or some secluded job like offshore drilling that has really strict drug tests.

>>936610008
God bless.
You invoke Christ.
Fun fact: One of his first miracles was Water to wine. Make a joyful noise.

>>936596330 (OP)
I smoked mostly everyday for about 10 years, one day I just quit, I haven't smoked for about 3 years. Its easy, all you do is stop doing it lol

This thread is retarded. Listen >>936596330 (OP) your problem is you are focusing too hard on it. Just find something to occupy your time and taper slowly if you want to quit. Once you have other stuff that you've built up a habit of doing without weed, you won't even think about it. I used to drink a half gallon of vodka a day, and the biggest reason quitting was so hard was because I used booze for everything - for celebration, soothing pain, addressing boredom, providing liquid confidence, etc. But once I realized it wasn't a full proof tool to accomplish those tasks and I found ways of first doing things without booze and then coping instead of self-medicating, I stopped losing my mind over now impossible it felt to quit. And that's booze, I'd get the shakes without a slug early on. You're freaking out about some weed, not that big a deal. Now I can have a beer if I feel like it, or I can just not drink and it doesn't even cross my mind. Now nicotine, that's fucking got my goat like nobody's business. Cigarettes were nothing, it's this fucking vape. I can use it basically everywhere and the menthol tastes so pure.

>>936610930
yea.

Lonely and looking for someone to change that... any takers?

I quit smoking at the end of March. Started back a few weeks ago. Although I felt more clear headed without the weed, I lacked the motivation to get up and do things.

I don't really smoke every day now, but it's definitely something you have to respect. I thought I was fine without it, but I do feel better coming back to it.

>>936610688
Only pussies need therapy and only pussies recommend therapy. Pussy.

>weed
>addiction
Lol
Lmfao

>>936615501
>Lol
>Lmfao
Newfag, summer never ends does it

>>936616338
Kek

Four-twenty dank blaze

>>936596330 (OP)
its easy, just distract yourself with vidya or a good tv/anime series for a day or two.
by day 3 you're past the worst of it.
if you were a chronic user, you might get irritable or lose your appetite but itll go away in a day or 2.

normally you should be taking at least a day or two off every now and then anyway.

>>936610930
that was at a wedding
i've never been married. and almost certainly never will be.

Feeling a bit bored today... anyone wanna brighten my day?

>>936596330 (OP)
Relapse is a part of the journey to sobriety. You can feel bad, but don't feel bad for too long.