37yo virginfag. I'm not jerking off from now on. It's either cumming in/on a girl or wetting the bed for me. If I don't succeed in a year, I think I'm ending it all. Also no more weed/alcohol to make me docile and satisfied in seclusion. Keto to improve my market value. Don't want a prostitute.
Wish me luck /b/. Jerking off started to feel sad a while ago.
Just not fat and with nice legs, please o sweet Christ it's all I fucking ask.

>>936598511 (OP)
>37
>virgin
>on /b/

>>936598511 (OP)
Is rape off the table?

>>936598565
It never is, but seems like OP wants to enjoy his first time.

>>936598565
I'm not very skilled at hiding from the police, so off the table.
Also despite my endless cynicism and nihilism I'm actually a nice person.

>>936598511 (OP)
I wish you luck and love, op, Im not doing really bad myself but porn and addiction as held me back forever so you are also inspiring me in doing a challenge myself. if fing yourself is the punishment with all your condition...you cant failed

>>936598511 (OP)
Imagine gay poots

>>936599008
I just figured out my compulsive, anxious brain is my enemy. It can't be reasoned with. It has to be forced to action like a nasty rat escaping fire.

>>936599008
Well that's fucked


Well, if you can't get to it, can you at least show it?