>>936619957
The number of girls I talked to on my own is like 3. Def talking to fat, ugly one's with bf is easier.
>keep eye contact
That's where I'm done. I also figured it's minimum for most people but if I do it, it's creepy for them and uncomfortable for me.
>i was 17 but still i was scared and didn't even get laid until i was 20
Proud of you anon, you did good work. Other anons can get themselves some training but for many it'd take more years to be able to even look for gf. A lot of work without guaranteed results.
>get laid
I masturbate like anon below me but sexual intimacy with other person absolutely terrifies me. If I had a chance with no consequences I still don't know if animal instinct or fear would win this battle.
I imagined having a partner in day-to-day but I just can't imagine being close with someone. I feel that romantically they would be more like a pet to me - Ignore them until I feel lonely.
Decided that it's better for everyone involved if I just spend time on my own. I won't start walking outside, looking in the eyes, drinking, driving to satisfy others.