>>936681299I was on the other side of a situation like
>>936682226I've got this younger cousin who was obviously gay, and obviously had a crush on me when we were teens.
I liked the attention, but was repressed/confused about my own sexuality. So I just played dumb and pretended not to notice. Plus he's 4 years younger, so I would've felt like I was molesting him if I'd taken any initiative.
Whenever our families spent the night together for holidays or vacations or whatever, we usually ended up sharing a bed. And we'd always start off fully separate on our own sides.
But after a while, he'd whisper my name or something like "you still awake?" And if I didn't respond, he'd ever-so-slowly slide closer and cuddle up to me. And sometimes it'd stop there and we'd just fall asleep cuddling. But other times he'd ever-so-slowly reach over and start feeling me up, or grinding his hips/cock against me, etc.
If I ever did anything to give away that I wasn't really asleep, he'd stop and play dead. Frustratingly, he was almost never went far enough to make me cum... he'd always either cum or get spooked first. Leaving me to feign "waking up to pee" and going to rub one out in the bathroom. If he only knew just how close he came to me saying 'fuck it' one night and just pinning him down and having my way with him...