>>936748397you're correct but its a tricky situation
she fucked my head up really badly right when I started living life and I of course handled it horribly
Now I'm old and my experience gap with the rest of the world really fucks with my head
I have no idea how to play catch-up and it would seem that you're just kinda shot down by everyone for being behind with no way to practice anymore
I don't really get how to pull myself out of this ditch