>>936759310I didn't say it made sense. But yeah, I do talk to people. I see a psychiatrist every few months and they are still trying out different antidepressants on me every few months to try and hopefully eventually find ones that work, and I see and talk to a psychologist every fortnight.
I wish I wasn't like this, but I'm 35 and I've been this way since I was 13.
Got a great life, wife, son, family. Good career and not struggling financially.
Everything rationally says I should be happy, and I'm so much luckier than other people.
I get all of that. But I still just have really bad days and end up hurting myself.
At least it's better than hurting other people.