>>936885748
maybe he should understand why I want to stay in my room after a lifetime of:
Physically hitting me
screaming at me
refusing to fix the lock on my bedroom and forcing themselves in to hit and yell at me while I tried to barricade the door crying
never divorcing and forcing me to grow up in a broken hellhole home
never saving any money and forcing me to live in poverty without basic amenities and having no future or place to live because they couldn't even pay off the house we've lived in for 30 years
not getting my obvious mental problems diagnosed and giving me the increased care and understanding I need to become a functional member of society, instead just hitting and yelling at me for not being normal
calling me smart my entire childhood and never making me work or do anything and then suddenly calling me stupid and retarded and incompetent when I'm an adult
only stopping hitting me when I punched back while I was pinned down on my bed after getting thrown around the hallway and claiming I sucker punched him
watching my mom stab my dad in the back with a kitchen knife when I was 5 years old and then bailing her out of jail the next day
having my penis permanently mutilated as an infant and then laughing and saying I screamed really loud when I ask why 20 years later
