>>937030694 (OP)Girls like these are great if you need a woman to constantly prove how much she doesn't care about norms: eg - drink your piss, hook up with another girl, let your friend dp her, etc
But after awhile you realize she doesn't actually give a shit about you, only the attention she gets from you. Once you start to withdraw that attention, the crazy kicks is as the attention addiction isn't getting it's fix. This can lead to self harm, harming you, or, protentially, police involvement.
Old Timers advice: don't let your relationship with a goth/alt go more than 6 weeks if you have any since of self-esteem and wish to ever lead a productive life.