god told me to wax all hair dress like girl, do i eat raw meat now?/goat milk yes or no
i contacted a ufo by wearing a thogn i found in the trash can two streets away from me, i had a dream two balls sqeezed together into a super ufo laptop machine , then someone named lilith started coming in my chat room, everyday , the reason i wore the thong is that god told me i was 18 that i need to create a soul/split personality to wear girl clothes and be girly, now im 36 and he touched my shoulder again i found the thongs and i wore it with a dipear pack i got for free at the church food back that day and started crossdressing while acting like a neadrothol female caveman, lilith and someone nameed christi have been in my live i usualy only talk to my 1-2 friends and i have some internet friends that stop by, and now i wear a choker its been 5 days ive made a gif of each day i crossdressed, i waxed my whole body face eye brows and head, god told me i am a female inside a mans body and now i relize i should of gone into wearing girl clothes and hair electrolosis when i was 18 even if i was straight, but now i created this split personality and at the same time i might be on to something im giving it 3 years everydayi am streaming and eating red peppers with blue die and goat milk, so far someone told me i need to eat raw meat and sent me a guide i didnt listen so i want to know if any of this makes sence to ayone
