Thread 937289375

I'm done, i don't want more pain also that finish the job

>>937289375 (OP)
Just let Donald Trump do his thing and soon there won't be any money, food, or health care for poorfag retards like you and we won't have to support your ass.

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>>937289375 (OP)
12 gauge aimed at your brain stem.
Instant and painless and 0% chance of survival.

>>937289375 (OP)
Eating right and getting plenty of exercise and sleeping well. you will die eventually.

>>937289375 (OP)
Find somewhere very high.
Jump.
You don't want to kill yourself though.
You want attention.

>>937289375 (OP)
Inert gas asphyxiation, helium for example. Our bodies don't have any mechanism to detect low levels of oxygen; only high levels of CO2. You wont even realise you're dying.

>>937289610
Inconsistent at best.
People have survived 30,000 foot falls.

>>937289719
>People have survived 30,000 foot falls.
Give one example.

>>937289375 (OP)
Just use your gun dumbass

>>937289375 (OP)
I'm not gonna tell you not to kill yourself but definitely find a quick way.

If you're in the USA firearms are surprisingly cheap right now. 150 bucks is more than enough for a single shot 12ga that will do the job. Just don't go out suffering, anon. Quick and painless.

>>937289943
Thks man

>>937289375 (OP)
jump in kike

I wish I could spit out "Don't kill yourself everything will get better" but I just simply don't believe it myself and it seems disengenous to tell people that.

I hate motivational shit but one that has always stuck with me is that just by being here you've overcome every single one of your worst days. Shit may never get better but I take the tiniest bit of solace in that, makes me think maybe I'm strong enough to keep going a little while longer. I may not make it myself but in this moment I'm here and nothing has stopped me yet.

>>937290583
Here's a different perspective, you have a brain problem.
The West likes to fetishize individualism and that you're "responsible" for everything and if you can't overcome it's your fault.
Totally bullshit. The brain is just like any other organ and gets sick. Is having heart disease your fault? No. Is not doing anything about your problem? It is indeed.
If you're chronically sad all the time and nothing in your life is fixing it you have a problem with your brain chemistry. It's just that simple and I'm tired of all the BS about there's nothing you can do.
Yes there is but your depression just makes you feel hopeless because that's part of the disease.

>>937289375 (OP)
They all hurt. It's just not you that's hurting

>>937289708
not OP but i think i wanna do this. where can i get a good gas canister and equipment etc? (100% serious)

>>937290926
You're absolutely right but it doesn't make it any better.

The difference is that if you catch any other disease but we're otherwise well you've still got your mental faculties and can work your way through it. Shit is hard to rationalize when the organ that has to do the rationalizing is the one malfunctioning.

>>937291066
>The difference is that if you catch any other disease but we're otherwise well you've still got your mental faculties and can work your way through it. Shit is hard to rationalize when the organ that has to do the rationalizing is the one malfunctioning.

You nailed it.
But you have to find it in yourself to try medications and balance it out.
I can't make you or motivate you to do it and I honestly don't want to. Because telling a depressed person to get better is obviously fucking stupid.
But you have to owe it to yourself to try. There is another side and you go,
>Holy shit, is this what normal people feel like?

>>937291127
Part of me already realizes how out of whack I am mentally and I think that's one of the worst parts. The concept of killing myself has been a common thought for like 15 years and I fully realize that is *not* how normal minds think and it kinda horrifies me.

Part of me also really fucking despises myself and doesn't want to see me get better. The concept of getting my shit together just feels viscerally wrong, one of those thoughts I feel embarrassed for even thinking.

>>937291465
I think therapy addresses the parts of your minds that are contending with itself,
>I don't feel good about myself so I don't deserve to feel better.
It's not a "deserving" thing like your brain tells you, it's more like a state. Non-depression that is. Alleviating it isn't so much a rite of passage as much as a medical issue.
Maybe going to a psych ward can compensate as some sort of "process" that appeases the psyche so that it has earned it's chemical alleviation.
But that's all romantic nonsense depression ruminates on because it's fundamentally a scientific issue that is caused by your brain chemistry.
Do we understand the full mechanisms underlying depression? No, we're still learning a lot about the mind and brain. But we do know enough on how to be effectively treated and rehabilitated. Which is a process.
The field has come a long way since lobotomies and Freud, yet culture hasn't caught up yet.

>>937289375 (OP)
prolly something stupid like fentanyl + ecstasy

>>937289375 (OP)
Heroin or Fent. You just get a gnarly rush and then its over. No pain, just a euphoric slam and your out. Was a junkie for over 12 years and have seen countless ODs and they never even knew what had happened until they were revived.. Ive never seen anyone do it on purpose though, so im not sure what it would be like to do a hit that would kill 30 people just to overdo it.

>>937291667
None of that ultimately makes much of a difference but I will say there's something somewhat comforting about taking even just a split second to step back and look at things from an objective, scientific standpoint. Makes it seem less real if even just for a moment.

Iunno man I'm just tired and whining on the internet, this isn't even my thread. I appreciate the insight, anon.

Is is possible to hang yourself by tying a rope to a door knob, throwing the rope around the door and just sitting? Like what David Carradine did but intentionally?

>>937292161
You're welcome.

Embrace the evidence based approach. It works.

>>937292222
If the evidence-based approach can conjure digits like those it must be good for something, fuckin checked.

>>937291065
Helium canisters for balloons. No idea where to get them, how much you would need, and how expensive they are. But from what I've seen, you make some very easy setups with large plastic bags.

Another method is using your car if you have one. Hook the car exhaust to the inside of the car with some piping, seal off the exists best you can, start the car and fall asleep in the back. You won't wake up again