>>937389359 (OP)Honestly depends on your gender and how society views that gender. If you're a guy who lost his virginity at such a young age, you're seen as a God amongst mortals. If you're a woman, you're a slut, a pervert, and a disgrace who should be struck down to Hell by God himself.
if you're in the middle east, or basically any culture not westernized, you're a piece of shit who might get stoned to death.
But do you see the common denominator? Religion plays too much of a roll. realistically, it doesn't make a difference. Virginity itself is a social construct invented to determine someone's value. Does fucking a dildo make you any less worthy than if you fucked a human dick? Most likely not. It's how YOU perceive your own self-worth. Men, and boys, have fucked far worse things before having actual sex.
It's all just a social construct thing. Getting off on something that is natural isn't a bad thing. We're humans, part of that means we are at our core, animals. We get horny, we fuck things to deal with it. Virginity and purity are tools of measurement we developed that vary wildly depending on the society you just so happened to be born in. Realistically if you take away those constructs, it doesn't mean jack shit.
Also, sometimes you lose those social values from no fault of your own but because someone forced you to. A young child who was raped isn't somehow all of a sudden worthy of Hell or disrespect when something delicate to them was taken by force.
Idk how old you are, OP, but try looking into cultural and religious beliefs that start to align with your own opinions on life as opposed to what was a pre-requisite demanded of you from birth. Once you're an adult and no longer controlled by parents, family, and their culture, you will feel a lot more freedom.