>>937504699Proper girlfriend. I only post here when I'm at my weakest mentally. Though physical interaction would be nice, I'm from a small town which young people usually move away. Except the hoodlums with no dreams or ambitions. Which brings me to my next point
>>937504872I didn't have much opportunity to socialize, my only friend is my cousin - we have tons of inside jokes, know each other well and finish each other's sentences but sometimes we go months without a single message. When I was still in school the people were really fake, even the guys acted like mean girls and talked shit behind each other's back which is why I never kept in contact with them.
Sometimes I'm outside all day and even get tanned but I don't know how to strike up a conversation with a stranger. I usually try with something like "nice weather eh" or compliment their outfit even if their fashion sense isn't there at all. It gets me 3 minutes tops and I never speak to these people again because they don't reciprocate the curiosity. I guess it's seen as weird in Europe