Do you ever wake up in the morning and instantly realize how much of a fucking worthless loser you are?

>>937520666 (OP)
I used to. But nowadays I have chronic pain and the first thing I feel in the morning is my whole body hurting. What helps against the pain is fapping for about an hour every morning. That's why I'm on /b/ right now.

>>937520666 (OP)
Lmao yes.
Rofl mao bbq ttyl.

>>937520666 (OP)
trips checked

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>>937520666 (OP)
fuck off, satan

>>937520666 (OP)
Checked

I'm not that successful, but I wouldn't consider myself a loser. I think I'm pretty cool and I have a family, so that's pretty sweet.

I don't owe anyone anything so no. It's not my job to regulate other people's emotions, I don't have an obligation to please other people.

I know I desire validation and I know exactly where to find it for myself.

>>937523401
Wow. Racist as fuck.

>>937520666 (OP)
No. Never. Everything is worthless and meaningless and there's literally nothing to "win" or "lose" in this bullshit existence anyway. Other people probably see me as a "failure" by societal standards, though, sure.

>>937523401
>I know I desire validation and I know exactly where to find it for myself.
Onlyfans?

>>937520666 (OP)
Do you ever worry the ones you've wronged will kill you in your sleep?

>>937520666 (OP)
yes, every day

>>937523508
They had their chances and failed.

>>937520666 (OP)
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I'll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I've been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I'm the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You're fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that's just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little "clever" comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn't, you didn't, and now you're paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You're fucking dead, kiddo.

>>937520666 (OP)

>>937520666 (OP)
You don't wake up in the morning, you worthless cunt

>>937520666 (OP)
https://voca.ro/1dIagcTFnB0q

>>937520666 (OP)
That's not involuntary.
If you wake up a loser and do nothing to change that then you will remain a loser your whole life.
Pretty straightforward actually. No one's picking on you.

>>937526913
You're not better. Mr
>I'm angry because I have to break my back every day for menial wages because I never aspired to anything better than digging ditches
Please tell me how you're a reach CEO instead though. That'll be cute.

yeah, I'm a huge fucking loser: I brood & stay lost in the fog of past traumas and disappointments. in my drunken stupors, I thrash and scream: crying out in agony over hardships that really only preside in my head. I smile and nod, even when I am spoken over in group settings and I don't have the confidence to be direct and approach the women I am interested in. I try to help those weaker than myself; such as helping a veteran missing his arm get something nutritious in him or a beer to enjoy, or helping an elderly woman take her trolly of groceries up the steep metro stairs or even just giving somebody some words of affirmation when they seem to need it most. I forgive those who steal from me, because I think rationalize that they probably need it more than me and are just unaware of any other means

I'm a loser because I put on this mask of a directed & opinionated man, when I don't really know what I'm doing. I'm a loser, because for the last 27 years of my life, I've been trying to be somebody I'm not. and after 27 years, and countless aches, disappointments & phyrric victories later, I think it's finally time to let this false ego go. I think true ego death comes when the mental constructs in our head comes crashing down, and no memory, material or substance can help you from avoiding the pain of seeing this mental world you've been living in come crashing down... all within yourself

>>937521002
>Can't even sit down and fap otherwise my herniated disk will cause me to be in agony

>>937520666 (OP)

>>937527416
Damn anon

>>937526913

>>937523508
I don't worry about the ones who would kill me in my sleep. If and when I kill my enemies, I'd want them to be all the way awake, and it wouldn't be fast.

>>937520666 (OP)
Yes, so I let niggers fuck me mercilessly without any regard for my wellbeing

>>937523484
Oh there are definitely things to win and lose. I can tell you're coping, you fucking loser. And it's all your fault

>>937533111

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yea now where can i get some cyanide to kill myself with?

>>937535289
Grind up 1 million apple seeds

>>937535392
and how the fuck do I get 1 million apple seeds? I aint rich lol

>>937535411
Steal a few hundred thousand apples from some faggots orchard idk

>>937535476
>thinking i live near a farm or can get to one
i'm a loser with no car, don't know how to drive and i probably never will learn. I just need to kill myself without the possiblity of someone stopping me. I've thought about jumping from a tall building but theres always a chance that I stay alive and be worse off. I have no way of getting a gun nor can i afford one. I'm also probably on a list of "do not sell firearms" to

>>937535610
Easy. Get a band new razor sharp box cutter from the hardware store and slice your jugular. Aint no going back from that. Thats how im gonna do it

>>937535711
yea i don't think i can, i'm too much of a pussy. I'd rather just have some cyanide that i put into a water bottle or someone murder me, but neither of that is gonna happen.

>>937535771
You realize you will probably be in more pain and suffering from cyanide than slitting your throat right?

>>937535915
yea but its extremely fast.

wake up in the morning

Got to be thankful for that....

>>937536043
nah i wish i'd die in my sleep

>>937535933
i used to.