Im only 23, but it feels like everyone who is younger than me has inhereted the debt of my peers sins, pride, envy, destruction, lust, idolotry, in all of its manifest forms. The internet which houses the collective ritual patterns of thinking set in motion behaviors which we have all passed through, the younger ones are carrying them now in a way that looks different, but no more or less intense than what it was like for us. I think who have awakened passed all this shit hold potential as we remain in keeping to the little power we have, be it wisdom and confidence, and all the sorts which influence people, or better yet hide our indluence as it acts upon them.
But part of my awakening is understanding I dont give a fucking shit whether somebody changes because of me. No curse affects me anymore, no abuse, no kind of corruption. None of that shit exits my mouth anymore. Nor does anything I consider "good"
I think I just have to find the right people right now, even though that keeps changing. So much becomes more revealed in the right moments when no one expects change to happen. This new seal that has been broken for the nations to come closer to the reality of who we are as one people under the same spell, it kind of fucking sucks. There are more than "third" ways that are not forms of escape or secret passages for walking into new bodies. People will hate you for doing what is considered impossible in the world. I no longer give a shit and its dangerous, its like a fire that purifies people. I guess I only care if I help people to remember the things they have forgotten about themselves, but it depends if they love forgetfulness, or love themselves truly to never forget who they are.
Anyway, if you are awakened in a world that has forgotten that awakening even exists, dont stop.
But part of my awakening is understanding I dont give a fucking shit whether somebody changes because of me. No curse affects me anymore, no abuse, no kind of corruption. None of that shit exits my mouth anymore. Nor does anything I consider "good"
I think I just have to find the right people right now, even though that keeps changing. So much becomes more revealed in the right moments when no one expects change to happen. This new seal that has been broken for the nations to come closer to the reality of who we are as one people under the same spell, it kind of fucking sucks. There are more than "third" ways that are not forms of escape or secret passages for walking into new bodies. People will hate you for doing what is considered impossible in the world. I no longer give a shit and its dangerous, its like a fire that purifies people. I guess I only care if I help people to remember the things they have forgotten about themselves, but it depends if they love forgetfulness, or love themselves truly to never forget who they are.
Anyway, if you are awakened in a world that has forgotten that awakening even exists, dont stop.
