>>938081662
I've been there anon. Actually I still am. But if you kill yourself, you'll never get to have those awesome dreams again because it'll just be infinite nothingness. A feeling we can't even comprehend because it's impossible to comprehend not existing when it's the only thing we know.
Or
You kill yourself, heaven is real, and you get to live out those dreams and finally experience happiness. Not fleeting, temporary happiness, or that small happy feeling you get when your favorite food is delivered to you. But that surreal, empty minded happiness where things are finally perfect and you have no worries at all, and it gives you that warm fuzzy feeling. That kind of happiness that is so indescribable that it actually makes you cry a little bit.
But yeah don't kill yourself. It'll probably hurt a lot on the way out.
