Thread 938129332

can't stop thinking about hurting myself :(
why am I like this? I'm such a failure

Just hurt yourself then?
Pain is prrreety great, i would most definitely reccomend~! :3

Give up the guilt and give in to masochism
It's way better~ ^w^

>>938129769
I would but my parents took my blades away and also I ruined like 3 pairs of jeans with my blood :(
so all I can do now is hit myself on my wounds and rub them (feels better than an orgasm in my opinion)

y-you want to see a picture of my cuts?

>>938129332 (OP)
it's your body's way of telling you to get some poontang

>>938129769
fuck off tranny

>>938129332 (OP)
you wanna hurt you go for a fucking run. dont stop till it hurts as much as you want to hurt. And while you're running think about all the things that hurt you.

Cutting yourself leads to nothing but self pitty.

>>938129796
you seem like a cute guy, it's terrible that this world hurts people like you so much. please dont cut yourself anon.

>>938129332 (OP)
self harm is not nearly as bad as some other method to self medicate your issues
post your cute cutting scars

>>938129805
what is a poontang?
>>938129808
I've done that actually but after a while it just doesn't hurt anymore and lose all motivation
>>938129823
I'm not cute at all anon otherwise people wouldn't have been so mean to me growing up not even my parents loved me :( and they like me even less now because I'm a failure
>>938129848
hmmmm I have a picture of when I just did them you want me to post that?

Watch a SpongeBob episode every time you feel like doing this, I swear you'll change your mind. Also, start putting yourself as your priority, what you want to do with 50 bucks? Watch a movie in the cinema? Go for it man. You like someone? Call this person to go watch with you, give your self hatred a side a thing to be worried about.

Yez plz!!~ (on my knees beggingggg)

Rubbing cutz esp when theyre deep is so hot like my pants will brush up against them, its like heaven honest.

You could always steal more sharp things? Like i steal mine from a local dollar tree, they sell boxcutters there

>>938129873
hmmm spongebob I haven't watched that in years.... I don't know anybody irl sadly I was never good at making friends because my dad didn't allow me to go outside so I grew up all alone and now that I have more freedom I don't know what to do with it
>>938129897
what if the therapist judges me?

>>938129848
you make ugly scars across your body and risk infections, it's terrible. you'll never get better by cutting only worse, it's like drinking or doing drugs to self medicate.
>>938129871
>people wouldn't have been so mean to me growing up not even my parents loved me :( and they like me even less now because I'm a failure
feels, anon. sounds like times are tough but this isn't a way you get better.

>>938129946
>what if the therapist judges me
Eveyone judges. Funny, when eveyone is just as fucked up.

>>938129885
I'm gonna use catbox because I don't want to get banned

https://files.catbox.moe/csxxhb.jpg

>>938129963
I don't know what to do when I'm upset and frustrated with how much of a failure I am I just get this urge to punish myself my parents are only now just pretending to care because they saw all the blood but they'll forget about me soon enough as usual, they already did honestly I want to move out of this place
>>938129995
people tell me I should drink instead but isn't that kinda worse in a way?

>>938129871
>what is poontang
it basically means it's time to mate, so go find one

>>938130028
shave your legs sometime jesus

>>938130075
oh lol yeah I would love to but it's not that easy and I'm still not over my ex (yes I had a gf believe it or not)

>>938130028
>people tell me I should drink instead but isn't that kinda worse in a way?

I don't know. What i do know is if you need help to survive, get the help.

>>938130104
I believe it, explains your actions. don't mark yourself up over it

>>938130099
come on they're not that hairy, funny thing is that I only have hair on my legs the rest of my body is smooth.
>>938130124
yeah I think I do need help

>>938130143
it is affecting me way more than I thought honestly

>>938130144
>yeah I think I do need help
Get the help, anon. We all need help sometimes.

>>938130168
>>938130183
I agree, get the help

>>938130183
but what if they throw me in the psych ward?

>>938130209
psych ward isn't that bad anymore, back before Reagan was when it really sucked

>>938130243
I dunno I have a friend that's one year younger than me and she said the psych ward was still horrible and humiliating

>>938130028
drinking is worse for your neurology but won't leave physical scars. I struggle to find a gf that isn't turned away by my scars. unless you want a fat ugly looser pedo tranny like >>938129885 to give you attention, you should be careful with cutting.
>>938130209
help doesn't need to be from therapy. Help isn't as simple as going to a doctor and asking to be fixed. The thing that helped me was realising what I wanted out of life. what do you want from life?
What makes you think that you'll get put in a psych ward?

>>938130243
Psych ward is pretty bad. it might have been worse but it's not exactly turned into an ice cream parlor.

>>938130256
humiliating, sure. but unlikely you'll end up in there over self-harm

>>938130209
Dead is worse, anon.

>>938130282
>I struggle to find a gf that isn't turned away by my scars.
funny you mention that because my ex was turned on by my scars (she was a cutter too) the more I think about her the more I realize how fucked up she was but goddamn it I still miss her very much, honestly though if your scars are a deal breaker then that girl isn't worth it but also if she's turned on by them yeah that might be a bad sign
>what do you want from life?
I don't know I just want to be happy, I just want to be loved like I said I never felt loved by my parents, I think that's what would fill that void that we all have.
>>938130291
I've heard people say that they ended up there because of self harm though.
>>938130304
is it? when you're dead you don't feel pain anymore

>>938130356
>when you're dead you don't feel pain anymore
Prove that statement, anon..

>>938130356
anecdotes are weak evidence for a reason, people tend to leave out details

>>938130383
mmm not right now
>>938130399
well that's a good point

>>938130028
>worried about being banned
nigger do you know where you are

>>938131862
I got banned the other day for posting my cuts

>>938131904
you were banned for being a retarded faggot. don't post that shit on blue boards, its fine here

>>938131925
whatever I posted the link if you want to see them just use that

>>938132053
how about instead I continue calling you a shitbrained little turdburglar and posting prettier cuts than yours

>>938132120
sure do whatever you want, I like these actually so thanks I guess

>>938132239
you're welcome, I have good taste