Thread 938130793

What's your plan after your mother dies?

>>938130793 (OP)
Cry.

>>938130793 (OP)
Party

Fuck the body

Probably kill myself, if dad dies too that is, and my brother. I think in general i keep living only for the sake of my family. If theyre not around to mourn me i have no need to keep suffering

>>938130793 (OP)
off myself

>>938130793 (OP)
Sell my parents house for ~400k, split it with my sister, live in a trailer on a small lot in the woods until I die.

I just go until the wheels fall off, OP.
My mother might outlive me.

>>938130793 (OP)
Hate life even more

>>938130793 (OP)
kill myself if i cant improve myself within 5 years of her death
her being alive is part of the reason why my life is shit
sometimes i have dreams where i kill her

i will have nothing, i do not know how to be something other than a son.

tbh, i would visit my mothers grave almost everyday and just cry.

>>938130793 (OP)
I've thought about this some - my mom is getting older but is still healthy for the most part.

I've decided that I just don't want to think about it at all.
The only reason I'm still alive today is because I couldn't stop thinking about how sad and upset my mom would have been if I had committed suicide.
She is the best mom an anon could ask for.

>>938130793 (OP)
Sell everything, go be a bum, and eat my gun once the money runs out

>>938130793 (OP)
spread her ashes up by my brother
and incidentally her divorced husband my dad but you know, they kinda got over it