>>938199168 (OP)
these kinds of pictures make me feel so helpless. i am a neet white boy, virgin at 25 in the uk and i have seen so many women around me go black, i have had so many humiliating experiences (one example is that i was in class and a teacher said something and the end of the sentence was “and we all know black men are the epitome of masculinity” and then looked directly at me. i just meekly nodded in response… that’s still with me after so many years)
i am totally weak for this stuff and i just can’t stop fantasising about becoming a cute femboy for a much older muscular black man even if it’s just online and making him cum, i also love the idea of caging and acting cute, doing my makeup and nails… i have been relapsing every day for so many years now
over the years most of the time when i got sad or rejected or in a bad mood, i would watch bbc humiliation porn to cope and i even used to order cages, dildos and clothes pretty often… i don’t have any of it anymore though
