>>938315777 (OP)
i witnessed the afterlife as a kid, used to have nightmares about the tunnel, also used to talk with my great grandma that nobody knew what looked like until we found an old photo of her in a binder at my gramps, the lady was 100% the same as in photo, she had a super cold hand, sat in the air and when she sat down a chair formed, she stroked my hair many times during nights and used to hum a song i have yet to find out what is, i begged her to go away and she got up the last time, started walking and just turned to mist.. never faced that spirit or what ever it was again.
later i drowned and ran out of blood from having my arm chopped off (have no sensation but muscle function so i send cups of coffee flying all the time)
when you die, you first get mixed reality with dreams, then you fall backwards in ur eyes, in the darkness the dense emptyness feels like as ur being mixed in a tornado, it feels as you are deep under water, like ur so cold that you don't feel it, and the only thing i've come to see this as is the singularity, like ur in the middle of a black hole.. or falling towards it, you don't think.. you just have this feeling, this empty feeling.
when coming back its like ur launched back up to the light, like a tunnel that ultimately places you back behind ur eyes..
i dreamt of this singularity so many times, now when i have the dream its a literal memory instead of a fantasy, and i survived it, so it doesn't phase me.. all i know is that those who chose suicide is fucking stupid because that empty place is a melodramatic, anticlimactic letdown.
