>>938381792
My morning routine consists of grabbing 4 shooters of it and a Miller high life 32oz, throwing back the shooters in the parking lot, and driving around listening to pantera at full volume for about half an hour before I go home, then slamming the beer and passing out. Waking up and slamming a pint of the whiskey, then sipping through the day until its time to go back to work. I just want to die. It doesn't make sense, I have a good wife. Two children I adore. But I just want to not wake up anymore.