>>938391259 (OP)
Hopefully healthy.
I'm not depressed, suicidal or anything but I've known too many old people to die and none of them die well. None of them are remembered for being fun, enjoying their life, they're remembered for being the burden of someone needing to drive 2 hours because they've fell over and are being too selfish to ask for medical help instead asking family that is 100 miles away.
When I die I want people to remember the fun I had and the joy I brought. Not my slowly dying body that shits and pisses itself and where I've turned into a cunt that is only put up with because I'm their dying dad.