Thread 938422410

This is gonna be a bit cringe, especially on /b/, but if you're going through any mental or medical issues, or just having a rough time in general, I genuinely hope things get better for you. I've been having heart issues for the past few months and it's scary at times, so I just wanted to wish you all well and hopefully cheer you up a little. Good luck anons.

>>938422410 (OP)
I’ve seen lots of family members die in many ways. I can tell you even if you die because of your heart issues it isn’t that bad. Mostly the worst ways aren’t natural ones like that, it’s like addiction and being found in a ditch like my sister . but yeah it shouldn’t be scary man genuinely I’m not just saying that it isn’t scary.

>>938422685
I've died several times and it was fucking scary as fuck every single one.
Everything in both your physical and psychic constitution is clinging to stay alive.
To stay salient as an organism.
Death comes like a thud inside your nervous system and then lights out.
You're just gone until the EMTs wake your ass up and your confused as fuck when consciousness floods back in.

>>938422685
Thanks.

>>938422788
No it’s not scary mentally just physiologically as a biological prerogative maybe.
also when u died did u see jesus

>>938422911
Your mental state is a chemical process mostly.
When you die you're adrenaline goes up and you subconsciously are fucking freaking out, even if your body is falling into it.
It's difficult to explain, but no your survival instinct is doing everything it can to not die.
No one is beyond that shit I don't care what monk or guru says otherwise.
>did u see jesus
No. Like before you were born.
There's so colors/lights/hallucinations before you slip away.
But it didn't turn into anything.

>>938422911
NTA but I saw Christ when I died.

>>938423146
Except yeah I’ve seen people be beyond it. look I’m not taking anything away from ur experiences but you said EMTs came rushing to help you . Isn’t it possible that because it presumably happened unexpectedly to you that the sheer panic was from the unexpected timing? It would be different in the context of perhaps a hospital surrounded by family such as many deaths are. No Doubt there’s neurotransmitters and cortisol flooding you but even still many people think it’s prepping for a mDMT release that slows your perception of time to infinity, giving you a heaven experience for infinity in a second.

>>938423259
Was he black

>>938423399
I remember seeing a light and it turned into a fractal and then that was it.
I don't remember anything after that. But it was scary as fuck. It felt like the "boundary" to my body disappeared completely.
No thank you.

>>938423454
He was jewish.

>>938422410 (OP)
Thank you, I hope everything works out, I appreciate the humility.

>>938423528
Meh.

>>938423609
Im an alcoholic with the most precious child in my life, I hate myself but he loves me and I love him. I wish I could be better.