Thread 938425655

I'm attracted to minors and i don't know who to talk to about it.
It is a big source of suicidal ideation for me.
I hate being this way and wish I wasn't.
I don't want to tell my therapist about it because it would change things, she already knows more than anyone else in my life.
Can I talk to a priest or pastor about it?
Who can I talk to who I can be certain will keep it confidential?
It's not like I'm confessing crimes or anything, it's all just in my head.
Can answer any questions you have. Thanks.

The biggest thing is your aware of it and you don't want to act on it and for that i'm thanking you for taking that step.

>>938425655 (OP)
You could tell a different therapist

>>938425655 (OP)

All you have to do is join the Republican Party, make some well-connected friends, you'll find likeminded people. Consider a career as clergy, police, or educator.

Or, kill yourself, because the only other option is living with it.

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Also, remember where you are. It's not all in your head. That's a thing you tell yourself to try and retain some notion that you can will this away and forget about it and what you've done. You can't.

>>938425655 (OP)
The AOC is too high. It is a problem with the definition of minor, and it's by design. Nothing is wrong with you.

You Jared from Subway

>>938425655 (OP)
You should probably get the fuck off the internet and soul search because you’re either too fetishized in your dumb little brain to where you went too far for a nut or you’re an actual fuckin creep and you need to have some serious mental gymnastics and retrain your brain without any technology and jerking off for like. Years. Maybe forever until you realize how dumb you were. Focus on health and the gym or something. And if not? you should honestly just kill yourself if that doesn’t work and all of that is coming from the bottom of my heart dude.

>>938425655 (OP)
This happened to me.

>>938425655 (OP)
lol the ayreon timeline~

Ya I vote for tell a different therapist

Also, calling pedophilia a mental illness is not too far off. I’d say it’s closer to a psychological crutch. Make sure to connect with and take care of your inner child. Need help connecting? Think of stuff you liked to do as a kid, and do it again; that’s a good first step.

No one is going to keep it confidential. Therapists and priests have a long history of snitching. Then cops get involved to cause problems despite having no reason to do so. AI chatbot sites are probably the same.
The game is rigged in a way that does not help those in need nor those it claims to act in defense of.
It is called peer pressure. My advice is to stop giving a fuck about what those that hate you think. Others should be concerned what a person does and not what someone thinks. If someone is giving you a hard time even when you live as a good person they are an asshole. If you are a reasonable person and think you live treating others well that opinion is worth far more than the opinion of a group of assholes.
PS: The people saying a normal and expected trait to have through nearly all of human history is a mental illness are speaking out of contempt or are none too bright so that is another group to disregard.
The world is a mean and unreasonable place. Avoid adding to that. So long as you do that you are living as a better person than most.