Thread 938436447

>tfw your parents will die someday
How do you cope /b/

>mom is noticeably older
>has a lingering cough for months

>>938436447 (OP)
Dad was never in my life, already got over my grandad dying but when my mom dies, unless my girlfriend is enough to save me, I'll probably go full schizo.

I'm assuming I've got at least 10 more years with her

>>938436447 (OP)
I used to cry about the thought of living without my mom since I was young child. I don't treat her the best. But there was a lot of signs I was not mentally adjusted very well correctly growing up.

My biological dad left me before I was born, my mom recently abondoned me. My current dad doesn't love me. My mom's old boyfriend/my step dad didn't love me, my step mom doesn't love me either. I don't think anything would change if they died. My mom said I ruined her life because I became depressed 2 years ago and said she hoped I'd just kill myself already and same with my brother. 5 of my parental figures neglected abused and straight up didn't love me. Not to mention that I got thrown out of the house and now live in a social service appartement. If God can't help me I don't know who will because just at the age of 17 I already don't think my life could possibly be any worse.

>>938436447 (OP)
Grab a shovel, start digging

>>938436757
>noticeably older
well,that's usually the age gap between a woman and her biological child