>>938442428 (OP)
I decided I couldn't put my parents through that back when I was 11 and contemplating suicide.
Since then I've bettered my life to the point of not wanting to die anymore, so that is why I haven't killed myself and likely never will.
>>938443633
literally same here anon
I had a loaded shotgun in my mouth at one point, but I could only imagine how upset my mom would have been.
It hasn't been smooth sailing since then, but things have gotten better.
I've contemplated suicide since then, but I never did anything as serious ever again.
Keep pushing to better yourself - don't let others get you down!
>>938442428 (OP) >running out of money >dont want to work >maybe have 3 weeks of money left
suicide is still on the menu, anon. dont worry.
i am however wondering if im going to spend my last 20 dollars when the time comes for some food or some gas to burn my place down before shooting myself
>>938443773
Good on you anon, it is possible to get beyond the urge to die and once you get there you've made yourself a better person, even in your own eyes. >>938443846
Nah, just because you lack theory of mind, doesn't mean that I am you in another body.