>>938549990
18yo, took a gap year between school and the mandatory military service here to volunteer. Worked in education, had a great year, did a lot of good stuff. Everything changed the second I got out of it.
Was bitten by a dog, it was the dog's 3rd attacking in a year so by law it had to be put down, his owner broke down crying Infront of me.
Had a bag with all my clothes, electronics, stuff the kids from that year made me; basically 75% of what I own with sentimental/actual worth stolen from me. Which led to me not being able to say a proper goodbye to them.
Was hit by a massive depression, my room smells like crap and I barely have any floor that isn't covered by stuff.
Today I went up with friends to see a show, first get out in months, I drove and on the way back zoned out, ran a red light and now one of my friends is in the hospital while I'm unharmed. It my mom's car, we don't have the money for this shit at all.
Also I don't have a gun, was planning on getting drunk and hanging myself with paracord
