Thread 938567512

>be me
>work from home job
>decide to move to rural flyover state as anons suggest
>find a town 98% white with less than 3k population with good internet
>put all of my savings into putting down on a place
>End up with $1000 a month mortgage rate
>Move in
>One month later I lose my job over a naked picture of Megumin visible on my webcam in the background
>My monthly check lasts me for around 3 months while I'm looking for jobs locally and online
>NOFUCKINGLUCK.killmepls
>The only stores that pay enough in the area are Walmart and AT&T
>Managers at both places get pissed at me for calling everyday and showing up in person to try to talk
>There goes that
>No other towns in either direction for over an hour and only gas stations and dollar general stores
>I'm running out of money
>Start selling all of my shit on eBay really cheap to get money a lot faster
>Live off of that close to a year
>House starts having problems that I don't know how to fix
>Roof caves in on one side
>No money to pay mortgage anymore or to fix shit
>Bank comes in with the big dick to rape my anus
>Foreclosure happens

Cont.
>Stuck living in my car during the Winter
>Trade my car to some sketchy bastard three towns away who owns a motel
>Tells me I can live in one of the rooms for six months (better than freezing to death)
>End up on a waiting list for a low income apartment in this town
>Sign up for section 8 housing
>Town I'm in is about 85% white
>Stuck getting a shitty job at a gas station (Gets fired after two weeks)
>Shitty job at McDonald's (fired after a month)
>Shitty job at Dollar General (fired after a few days)
>Have to walk everywhere while working these shitty jobs and deal with bullshit
>Time runs out for the motel
>Barely have money to stay there as well as to feed myself so I ended up sucking this sketchy fat bastards dick everyday for a month
>Get a job at dollar tree on the other side of this town supposedly at full-time but only 30 hours a week
>Finally get a call back from the apartment and my section 8 housing ended up taking the 8 months for both to happen
>Woman doesn't let me see the apartment first as they are still working on it from the last person who was evicted
>I'm fucking desperate so I agree to take it anyways plus the rent is extremely cheap with section 8 housing as well
>Thinking things could turn around at this point as I'm not fired yet from my job
>Go inside of it for the first time yesterday
>Super cheap looking and I discovered black mold on the ceiling inside one of the closets
>I'm the only white person in the entire building
>Black people fighting, screaming, doing drugs, and chimping out everywhere outside
>Smells like skunk weed and mumble rap blasting loud as can be
>Barely a functional lock on my door
>Getting fucking close just to wave the few hundred dollars I have left outside just so one of this ghetto gorilla's kill me
>mfw
FUCK MY FUCKING GOD DAMN LIFE!!!
WHY THE HELL DID I LISTEN TO YOU FAGGOTS ON THIS WEBSITE!???
I HATE ALL OF YOU!!!!

>>938567512 (OP)
haha cool

>>938567561
>so I ended up sucking this sketchy fat bastards dick everyday for a month
hol up

>>938567651
Yes! I had to do it to survive. It was fucking awful and made me disgusted with myself every single day. I can't bare to even look in a mirror at my hideous self anymore.

>>938567691
are you male

>>938567561
>I ended up sucking this sketchy fat bastards dick everyday for a month

You missed the part about getting into a trade you fucking retard. Don't blame 4chan for your shitty ass decisions. Of course you're gonna get fucked if you try to live off office work in a small town. If you knew how to do plumbing, or roofing, or whatever the fuck provides value to those immediately around you then you're not going to have an issue finding work.
Also how the fuck did you get fired from three fucking jobs one after another? Clearly you're doing something very wrong.
Get your shit together and stop blaming others for your fuck ups. Own it and take some fucking steps to fix the mess. Learn any skill that can be exchanged for money and fucking start doing it.

>>938567774
I'm on fucking 4chan, what do you think?
>>938567785
Just as I replied to >>938567651 I had to do what I had to do just to survive. No way in hell I fucking enjoyed it.

>>938567822
I'm not a fucking blue collar worker. I don't have the physical body for that kind of work. The few jobs I see people doing behind a desk or at a computer are all women as secretaries or receptionists. I have no friends or family here either. My parents are both dead already and I was very estranged from the rest of my family members. Haven't seen or talked to any of them since the early 2010s.

>>938567822
Also, I got fired for not being good enough at my job. I kept fucking shit up and having meltdowns. Dollar Tree fucking sucks and I'm probably on the verge of getting fired from there too. Luckily barely anyone comes into the one that I work at and most people go into the other one on the other side of town. But I had a problem with a lady two days ago where I almost threw a bottle of bleach at her fucking head.

>>938567822
do small towns need 100 electricians
no of course not
small towns are only places to retire, if you didn't grow up there and build your entire life there

>>938567961
I'm fucking stuck here now with no way out.

>>938568053
FUCK YOU!

>>938567911
>>938567941
You're not a blue collar worker nor any kind of worker. You're a piece of shit. Right now you're useless to society and this is exactly why society rightfully pushed you away next to the niggers.
What the fuck is this having meltdowns shit?
After spending a fucking month sucking dick I would assume you at least would have absorbed 1% of that man's testosterone, but you're a weak ass slob that thinks everything should be given to them for free.
Stop bitching like a woman and learn ANYTHING. Also stop being fucking racist. You live with niggers and are basically a nigger now. Go fucking talk to them. Don't get into drugs, you can't afford it, but make fucking contacts you fucking retard. Ask about jobs. Ask about learning. I bet some stinky nigger near you knows how to cut hair. Ask him if he can teach you.
Nobody is going to get you out of there. YOU HAVE TO STEP THE FUCK UP AND COMPLETELY REMOVE THAT SHITTY ATTITUDE FROM YOUR MIND. BE A FUCKING MAN AND STOP BITCHING. FIX YOUR SHIT.

>>938568099
join the army

>>938568138
What's even worse is my driver's license is about to expire soon and there's not even a fucking DMV in this town to renew it in. No public transport or anything. I miss living in the mid sized city I grew up in on the other side of the country. I can't stand the MAGA tards. I'm not exactly racist to a large degree. I just wanted away from the high crime rates. But this is worse than living in my home city. I have anxiety and social paranoia around the general public. Especially since half of the people here want to attempt small talk with me and I don't know how to do that with them. I liked living in a city because no one fucking cared to stop and say stupid shit to me that I have no idea how to answer. I don't want to talk to anyone. I wanted to sit on my computer and live online. I lost my gaming rig as I wasn't able to bring it with me. I'm stuck with an old laptop that's nowhere near as powerful to do shit with other than to browse and consume media. I'm not goin to talk to these people I'm stuck around unless I'm ready for one of them to kill me. I literally can't do shit with my hands other than typing. I don't even know how to tie my own shoes which is why I wear slip ons.

>>938568294
I'm too old for that shit and I fucking hate the military. I hate this country. I hate cheeto man. I hate our slaveowners that are genociding a group of people. FUCK EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!

>>938568201
You stink!

>>938568402
Nigger you're literally a retarded nigger. I'm not surprised it's going this way for you

>>938568724
Too bad I'm not a woman, then I could have just done OnlyFans and been set for life.

>>938567512 (OP)
How did you not know a picture of Megumin would be considered inappropriate? This seems to stem from just that.

>>938568768
I have a porn addiction and I love cute anime girls like the fucking rest of you buttfucking faggots. Besides why should it matter what I have in my own fucking bedroom!!!!!!!!? I didn't even want to be on a fucking webcam! I just want to be left alone to do shit on my computer for pay and then sit on my computer for fun. Fap my life away if I choose to. FUCK EVERYONE! This country is bullshit fascist cringe! I'm almost 40 years old and my life is turned to garbage.

>>938568815
>no parents
I guess they neglected you a lot? This world is cruel Anon. You should have picked up necessary survival skills earlier. Do you even want help or just want to vent?

>>938568969
I was warning people not to trust /pol/ and anons on other boards that push to whole idea of living in a rural area is better because more white people. I'm not right wing like most anons, I just wanted lower crime rates and to be in a position to be a hermit wtih quiet and peace to live out my life through my hobbies and interests. As far as help, I have no idea what anons could do unless someone wants to pick me up and let me live with them. But I'd have to literally doxx myself and then things would probably just get a hell of a lot worse from there. Maybe I should have posted on /r9k/ since I also can't get any pussy. Or what do you suggest, sticking my dick in the red weave wearing skank who lives above me who smells like shit on fire as she passes my front door?

>>938568969
My parents didn't do shit for me. My dad died when I was very young and my mom left me home alone. I was forced to move out on my own when she died. They gave birth to me while they were in their 50s and I was their only child.

>>938569050
Neither. Just wondering if what you want is to vent, or want help. One or the other.

>>938569083
Also before anyone asks. My uncle and aunt got everything in the will. I wasn't even listed in it. My mom hated me.

>>938567512 (OP)
I am not saying what is happening to you is fair or that you deserve it, but you did do this to yourself. You must realize this first before you can fix your life.

>>938569108
>>938569185
I NEED HELP! I don't even have a fucking bed or a couch. I have a bunch of random boxes filled with stuff to sit on and a sleeping bag. Most of everything else I have is from cheap dollar stores and I did manage to go to a goodwill to get some stuff. Crap from yard sales. Everything I have is shit.

>>938569366
Well you have internet at least. Here's some education. Download survivalist goods too. Scrub away the black mold and try to air out what you can. It's hard but you can get up. Count your calories. Three square meals. I understand why you're like this. You never had a father. I am sorry you went through all this. All I ask is that you do the hardest thing you will ever do in your life. Shut up. Shut up about all the pain and all the damage you went through. Never speak of the sexual stuff again. This isn't about kindness. It's about survival. You owe it to yourself to be better than that which abandoned you.
Start budgeting. Learn about insulation. Learn about nutrition. First step is to heal your body. Then once that's free, your mind, then the rest.

Some people don't even have four walls.

>nutrition basics
https://youtu.be/fIW6ehwRN50

>budgeting basics
https://youtu.be/JLmYv7pS6eo

>basics of survival
>some people don't even have four walls
>just a knife
https://youtu.be/xUqTgNJgWUs

>education: hardest but most rewarding
>will give you certs
>will give you a chance to get better at jobs
>training for trades
https://www.khanacademy.org/

You'll have to find people to support you once you're somewhat cleaned up.

Good luck.

>>938569366
You're honest. That's why I helped you. Just remember Anon. I get it. No dad. No one who ever taught you how to be a man. But always remember, no one ever taught the first father how to be a father.
Keep your eyes on the prize. Whether that be going somewhere better, or running as far away from all that hurts. Again. I really do feel for you. For all it's worth.
https://youtu.be/eTcPUpxBlcc

>>938567512 (OP)
>Naked Megumin model
>Keeps getting fired from low skilled jobs

OP this is entirely on you. 4chan didn't touch your penis. 4chan didn't tell you to be a weirdo and unlikable. Take responsibility for your actions.

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

Good bait 10/10
I'll bite. Sometimes desperate people turn to religion. Even if you're not religious, at least they'll try to care about you. Go to a church or a red cross and ask them if they can help you in one way or another. You're essentially homeless anyway so you may as well consider yourself a charity case.

>>938567512 (OP)
do you wanna live with me and do some chores? no black people yet

>>938568815
stop dwelling on the past, assess your current situation and start taking steps forward.
current situation:
>physically incapable
>porn addiction
>almost 40
>broke
>no family
>live on welfare
>surrounded by niggers
>no car
>work at dollar store
>chronically online
>emotional outbursts
>cant tie your own shoes
>antifa
>unfurnished house
you honestly sound like a fucking retard. this isn’t 4chan’s fault, its your fault. if i were you i would get a physical and psychological exam and check myself into a mental institution and get on disability so i wouldn’t be living in a tent when the dollar store inevitably fires me.

>>938567512 (OP)
what pic of megumin was it?

HOW THE FVCK DO (YOU) AFFORD INTERNET THOUGH?

>One month later I lose my job over a naked picture of Megumin visible on my webcam in the background
How is that anyone's fault but your own? If you have to be a degen, blur the background or get a physical backdrop. Take responsibility for your own fuckup.

>>938567512 (OP)
OK
Cool story

>>938567512 (OP)
bumping so i can read it later

>>938567512 (OP)
>>938567561
I am not reading all that, nigger.
Just because you're a retard, doesn't mean this website had any hand in your stupidity.

>>938578925
>OP gets a remote job in a small town
>OP has loli hentai on his wall in a meeting
>OP gets fired and has to suck cocks to stay in a slum
There ya go, anon.

>>938568099
>I'm fucking stuck here now with no way out.
Have you tried sucking even more dick to save up money to fix up your house and move out?

every day im thankful im not american

>>938567512 (OP)
>One month later I lose my job over a naked picture of Megumin visible on my webcam in the background
Retard, you're probably fat as well.
You never mortgage a house in middle of nowhere. You buy it outright as a getaway while you continue working.
Also you should have had an inspection before buying.
You have only yourself to blame.
Go back to your family members and ask for help retard.

>>938567561
>WHY THE HELL DID I LISTEN TO YOU FAGGOTS ON THIS WEBSITE!???
did 4chan anons tell you to be a complete retard who is incapable of holding down even a menial job, or was that all your own work?

No sympathy for someone who'd suck dick to survive.

I told you animu was degenerate. Fuck the entire asian continent.

There's no easy answer. The world is shit. Change what you know of it.
Get away from where everyone's sold out or a parasite.

Save your money. Don't spend it on anything. Here doesn't cost anything provided you can get power & net access.

Get a backpack, a timber lake fold out camping cot, a mosquito net, a hat to keep it off your head, a plastic/tarp to keep the rain off, a sleeping bag, water bottles, toilet paper, vitamin tablets.

Save your money. No rent is not cheap. You'd think money used on it unthinkable if you had $0 and we're living on bins.

Don't get institutionalised. Drugs would take your ability to be independent away from you. Make you sleepy and stupid.

4chan is degenerate. But it is a space you can put stuff down. Somewhat passed on. Progress kept. Moderators, spam and student cowards fuck it. But it is a space relatively unniggered. Sell outs aren't the superstars here.

I've got a little bit of dosh but I don't want you to be dependent. Money is degenerate. Try to get able to be without it, entirely, it's use minimalised isn't acceptable but better than bound by it.

Save. When you really have something worth spending it on. Spend then. A girl is worth it. To look after her, show her a good time.

Banking in the world is best. Better a babe gets a kick out of her time with you because of you rather than $.

Maybe tell the police about the predator. Homosexual rapists should be shot. Maybe cops would enjoy having some real piece of shit to stomp on rather than ride around doing nothing. Or just be aware he's corrupt. Such people are usually well set up with other corrupt parasites like cops. At least they'll know they get their money and pleasure by robbing the desperate of their dignity and freedom.

Not siding with the nigger in Children of Men either. Kill all niggers.

Point being if it requires money it's not worth much.

>>938567512 (OP)
Nice larp. Just as well though. We people in small white towns don't need or want faggots like you

haha good one op i chuckled

>>938567911

That's your own goddamn fault, you dumb asshole. How the fuck do you move to a blue collar town and expect to do white collar work???

>>938569050

>I was warning people not to trust /pol/ and anons

no worries here, I already don't.

>>938567512 (OP)
not even reading it, I saw in my peripheral visions other anons mocking you for sucking dick

as always, OP is a faggot.

You can live with me OP. But I'll make you get 50,000 dollars worth of tranny surgery and you have to dress like a cute girl and jerk off on Webcam for people as I pet your hair and kiss you