Thread 938580669

I'm never gonna be happy. Why is it so hard to be happy?

Mindset. I'm no therapist but 99.9% you're thinking too much about the end product (Happiness) and not actually doing anything about getting there.

>>938580669 (OP)
Because constant happiness isn't attainable. You should have a hunger in you, a desire to accomplish more. If you were always happy, you would become complacent and never accomplish anything.
Take steps towards your goals, that will give you satisfaction and a modicum of happiness.

>>938580754
I do everything i can and still small stupid shit ruin my day. I deserve to be happy.

>>938581194
Do you have BPD? Apparently that sort of thing is common in people who have it.

>>938581230
No i considered it but pretty sure i don't. But i have ocd and ocpd and adhd and depression and possibly some more undiagnosed stuff.

>>938580669 (OP)
Happy is an unrealistic goal.
Strive to be content.

>>938580669 (OP)
>>938581194
It's a mixture of you not being creative enough to think of what to do with yourself and you never having been acquainted with any real suffering.

>>938581374
Yes by happy i mean content. I just want to not be miserable for a single day.

>>938581515
You don't know that

>>938581581
What active measures are you employing to achieve that goal?

>>938581648
I don't have to tell you anything. I don't like your attitude.

>>938581714
The attitude that you're responsible for your own happiness? Yeah, a do nothing crybaby wouldn't like that.

>>938580669 (OP)
to me happiness is just europhia feeling and security

Because you didn't start HRT yet, silly

>>938581731
Also you're that asshole following me everywhere. I told you to go away. I don't like you. You're not wanted here.

>>938581791
I'm sorry. I didn't realize you were schizophrenic.

Actually what actively makes you miserable ALL the time?

>>938581791
Actually that might be me, lol, hey
I do agree with
>>938581731
in that you should seize your own destiny and stop whining about it.

>>938581787
Hrt would only make me a little happier probably but i would still be miserable.
>>938581817
You can't gaslight me fucker. I know you came to my thread after i went to bed yesterday, i checked the archive today. I know you follow me despite telling me you wouldn't.
>>938581829
Noises and rude people and not being a girl and future anxiety

>>938581887
Samefagging now, are we?

>>938581194
What does "deserving" have to do with reality?

>>938582030
Just leave me alone omg

>>938580669 (OP)
Because you accuse people trying to help you of being bullies and ask them to leave you alone.

>>938581943
Paranoid delusions are a common symptom of schizophrenia, characterized by irrational beliefs that one is being persecuted or harmed. These beliefs can be bizarre and involve thoughts of being watched, followed, or poisoned. While paranoia can be a part of other conditions, it's a prominent feature of schizophrenia, often alongside hallucinations and disorganized thinking.

Key aspects of paranoid delusions in schizophrenia:
Irrational and Fixed Beliefs:
Individuals hold onto these beliefs with strong conviction, even when presented with contradictory evidence.

Persecutory Nature:
The delusions often involve the belief that others are out to get them, harm them, or conspire against them.

Bizarre Content:
Some delusions can be very strange and implausible, like believing they are being controlled by aliens or that their food is being poisoned.

>>938582077
Why are you samefagging just leave me alone obsessor

>>938580669 (OP)
I don't know why you keep posting this, but happiness is an emotion that doesn't lasts forever; like every emotion.
I saw a rare butterfly this morning and it made me happy for a few minutes, but then I wasn't as happy.
Happiness isn't a constant feeling. I broke my foot a week ago and it fucking sucks and I've broken like 20 bones in my life.. But, I'm "happy" to be able to walk and I've almost been paralyzed multiple times.

Get offline; go in nature and relax.
Technology is terrible for people with a serious mental state.

>>938580669 (OP)
It's the same faggot!
Aaa ahahahah.

>>938582114
That was my first and only post in your direction since you asked me to leave you alone anon, if you have been seeing "me" in your threads since then you've been conflating every single anon trying to offer you advice.

>>938580669 (OP)
Because you live in the digital age where you're able to compare your life to curated, still moments of ecstasy experienced by luckier people. Bad influence is being levied against you by enemy nations to try to corrupt your future for their gain. Chinks and Vodkafuck-ups legitimately and actually want you to feel hopeless and have set aside countless state resources to make that happen.

>>938582093
I am perfectly aware of every mental illness i have you can't gaslight me idiot you're not funny i asked you nicely to leave my threads alone just hide them i don't like you why are you still here

>>938580754
>>938581829
>>938581943
Ok you need therapy. 100%. Get your shit together, because obviously you can't be helped here judging by all your other answers as well. No wonder you're never happy. It's a YOU problem.

>>938581194
You dont deserve shit, fag.

>>938582174
I've never spoken to you before. That's why I'm posting about paranoid delusions, because you think you're talking to someone that you're not, who you clearly think is stalking and persecuting you, because you're mentally ill.

>>938582172
Notice I don't need to explain who the vodkafuck-ups are btw, you already know who I'm talking about. It's bleak over there

Why do you hate me so much i'm sad and i just wanna talk about my feelings and you bully me :(((( i'm really sorry idk what i did to you like i was never that mean to you i'm sorry if i was mean but like pleaseeee just leave me alone i'm serious please just let me be. I'm so sorry. Idk why you hate me. I'm about to start crying i'm really not doing good rn please i beg you just leave my threads alone.

>>938581303
If any of that undiagnosed stuff is true and not just you self-diagnosing incorrectly, then that just increases your chance of having BPD lol. Those are pretty similar traits that fall under that umbrella.

>>938582478
No it's not self diagnosed i'm taking prozac for them and it's kinda helping but not really helping i still wanna die. But yeah i don't think i have bpd, i'm mostly sure.

>>938582462
>Why do you hate me so much i'm sad and i just wanna talk about my feelings and you bully me
No, people tell you the truth and you act like a victim in response to it.
>i'm really sorry idk what i did to you like i was never that mean to you i'm sorry if i was mean but like pleaseeee just leave me alone i'm serious please just let me be.
You are conflating everyone into one person, there isn't one anon talking shit to you constantly, there are just many anons reacting to your bullshit and trying to help you snap out of it.
> I'm so sorry. Idk why you hate me. I'm about to start crying i'm really not doing good rn please i beg you just leave my threads alone.
Please take a rest with the crocodile tears anon.

>>938582053
No, really. I can say i deserve to be Emperor of earth, but that means nothing. "Deserve" is a replacement term for selfishness, society owes me something. It does not. If you want something, work for it.

>>938582766
>>938582808
You're literally a psychopath

>>938582843
You're literally replying to two different people, neither of whom are psychopaths.

>>938582843
Oh, I'm the psychopath cuz I'm giving you a dose of reality? As the saying goes, you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink.

Stupid fucking thread limit. I can't even make another thread. When did i even make 5 threads. This is soooooo bullshit. I come here and i just ask for some nice words but no mr obsessor won't stop derailing all my threads.

>>938583022
>mr obsessor
There is no such person anon, you've made him up to avoid accepting that people are telling you the truth about yourself.

>>938580669 (OP)
Kys faggot.

>>938580669 (OP)
People here need to get their priorities straight.

>>938582179
Therapy is useless

>>938584148
Only if you refuse to admit that you can change for the better by taking responsibility for yourself and your life.

>>938580669 (OP)
you gotta turn that mindset into a grindset.