Thread 938685880

The next time you see me it won't be me

r u getting raptured or something

>>938686311
Not me, you are. I don't even exist

>>938685880 (OP)
You never die. You are immortal. You are god. You are omnipotent. You actually are. You’re the only person.

>>938685880 (OP)
ok. I'm done. Time to turn this boat around. You know before we met I was not this guy. I think back to what kind of life I wanted to have. I expected a long term GF and eventually a wife.
It's fine though. I didn't realize what was at stake and I get it now.
My recent activities are meant to demonstrate what I can accept. Not in my life, but from others. As far as I recall no one ever did anything wrong to me at all. I just had some bad luck and wasted some time hanging out with the wrong crowd.
No point mentioning my getting in to conspiracy theories because people will ask which ones. I was a UFO nut just for kicks. And Bigfoot. How about memory loss? I had a friend who got in a car wreck and literally forgot everything from her high school graduation to about ten years later. She only remembered me from high school. It's like with me. I don't remember anything between 1995 and 2010. I had this band. We did a demo tape. Then I'm living in a different state with my parents working at a restaurant washing dishes. Weird.

>>938686876
Actually it was early 1996 to 2012. 17 years gone. I know I had this other band because I found some recordings and stuff. I even found emails fro the guy I was in that band with.
There's all this weird stuff I did during that time. I can piece some of it together but not much. I worked washing dishes for 8 years and then started doordashing. I remember I finished 2 years at a community college and stopped going due to the demands of my band. Apparently I never went back to finish during those years. Some of the recordings I found from the band I was in during that time are pretty cool but we didn't seem to get nearly as much accomplished as my earlier bands. Some girl I dated in 1998 has now passed away. I read it in my emails. Somehow I'll make this work. I also lost most of my childhood memories. I don't remember anything from New Jersey except falling off this large boulder. I recall nothing from Iowa or before except trick or treating one year dressed like Superman.
Strange Days. Strange Days indeed.

>>938686438
We have a problem, a fucking massive problem, this can't be normal

Humans are going to be put on a fucking pedestal, our every action will be scrutinized, it will become dangerous to be anything other than good, we'll be praised for all our hard work and success