>>938689653
Honestly? It’s a long story but basically about a year ago i one day just decided after watching some YouTube videos about performance and self belief levels to give my entire life manifestation and advance myself. I read every book i could find, psychology, body language, counter intelligence, social skills, etc. I annotated most of them, and did this for about 6 months. Then I began turning to the world around me. I focused on politics, and understanding the lies and why they worked so good.
One day I wanted to leave work early so told my boss i had anxiety and made it seem like I was gonna have a panic attack. She said something about how she’s been there and took meds for it. For some reason this flipped a switch and I legit realized I did have some anxiety issues. I went to a doctor and got Vyvanse. This is when shit really changed. I began to go through sort of a spiritual thing, my mental health improved extremely. I was able to sync with others which I couldn’t do before since the required neurotransmitter levels weren’t at theirs. I got a large inheritance unexpectedly, and began to have delusions of grandeur.
I am fully aware I am a retard and this is the most batshit thing but I swear I’m living it, and I’m gonna stick with it and see what the fuck happens
