>>938767273
yeah that is a good way to put it, traumatically hot
I honestly cant tell if there was any chance to save the relationship. Definitely it was doomed the second i agreed to watch, but like as soon as we started in the uni and she got her first exposure to black guys, i could just see something changed, like she just found a crave i guess
Basically as soon as i agreed to not participate and just watch that one time, the deal was sealed. We went from having 2-3 threesomes a week to about 1 threesome a week and 3-4 nights of me just watching her get fucked by the black guy. Sex just with me outside of that felt a lot lees enthusiastic too. After about a month of this, i didnt even get to fuck her during the threesomes anymore, i just got head at best, which shortly got reduced to handjobs, and after about a total of 2 months and some change of this, the threesomes stopped completly, and it was just me watching her get railed by the black guy. The talk about putting me in a cage came shortly after. Now you are probably wondering, why the fuck are you putting up with all of this, and yes it gets worse for me. Well the short answer is, you cant imagine how much i was in love with this girl. I mean this was a 3+ years girlfriend. My highschool sweetheart and we have been friends for good 2 years prior to that. Like her dad talked with me about when im gonna marry her and shit
So basically after i reluctantly agreed to the cage, it just went downhill. Every couple of days she became lees and lees my girlfriend. I wasnt allowed to have sex with her, she wouldnt even give me handjobs anymore, and then i was forbidden from kissing her or hugging her. The last 2 or so months of our relationship i didnt even get to touch her anymore. No hugging, no kissing, no hand or blowjobs, no sex, only watching her fuck him. After that i went to visit my parents, and when i came back i found out she packed her stuff and moved out from our dormhousing. Then broke up with me