>>938799127
Have you ever tried gardening? When I was in my teens and depressed I heard some advice on here which said " If you don't think you're worthy of someone, work to become someone worthy. Pick something and get better at it"
And I thought to myself "I wanna grow roses so that I can give a girl a rose I grew myself" Faggy as all hell, I know. But I came to really enjoy learning about it and stuff.
And every day, as the plant grows, you can see your efforts pay off. There's something tangible that lets you say "I did that."