I want to be a girl now, right fucking now
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 2:49:13 AM
No.938817878
>>938817562 (OP)
For those of you that don't have this feeling, you have no idea how painful it is to have this thought stuck in the back of your head every day.
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 2:51:34 AM
No.938817972
>>938818031
>>938820207
>>938817562 (OP)
that's cool, don't let anyone tell you that it's wrong.
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 2:52:13 AM
No.938818000
>>938820207
>>938817562 (OP)
You need to focus all your want on not being a absurdly autistic retard who prioritizes impossible fetishism over reality
Your dad is a failure, he failed you.
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 2:53:04 AM
No.938818031
>>938817972
What a jewish thing to say
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 3:36:50 AM
No.938820077
>>938820207
>>938820448
>>938817562 (OP)
Too bad, loony troons. You never will be. No matter how much you lie to yourself and others, it'll never happen.
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 3:39:42 AM
No.938820207
>>938820448
>>938818000
>>938820077
Trips and double dubs of truth.
>>938817972
This fag likes lying to people just so they don't feel bad.
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 4:23:34 AM
No.938822449
>>938817562 (OP)
You might be in luck. Tonight is a black moon and Saturn's rings are disappearing.
Anonymous
8/23/2025, 5:28:39 AM
No.938824914
Was hit by the same feeling starting when I was 9 years old. I'm actually glad it was back in the 90s though when I knew if I ever revealed those feelings it would be a total disaster, whereas now I'd probably have some therapist or school counselor reacting with glee that they get to participate in a transition.
Went on until I was 19 and hit rock bottom, which kind of seemed to reset things and I didn't really think about it for a long time. Then it came back super intense at age 26. I spent a lot of late nights researching all this stuff, gender reassignment, whatever... and concluded it was all a lie, completely unsatisfactory. I wanted some kind of miracle where I started my life over for the full girl experience, not to just dress up in a costume or mutilate myself to try to pretend I was something I was not.
I then finally let myself enter the dating world and was immediately very, very successful with it, which seemed to clear up a lot of things. Probably shouldn't have let religious upbringing/moralfaggotry hold me back all those years, would have solved the problem a lot earlier.
I do sometimes still wonder what the alternate life would have been like, and think to myself if given some magic wish that I'd give it a go. Except the thing that holds me back now is thinking about my daughter and how much she loves me as daddy. Even in some magical world where my wife and I could somehow still have a kid as two women, it wouldn't be the same for my daughter. She deserves her dad, and I'm good at being that, it feels like what I finally found what I was meant to be, found value in being the man I was born as.
