I can't take the initiative. I have to have someone else tell me what to do and be there watching. But then I resentful and want them gone. Then I want them back again.
I got a bat in my house and now I'm going to be up all night trying to find him. He was flying around and then he just disappeared somewhere. He's going to shit all over and I'm going to have to disinfect everything. I just can't win.
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I JUST CAN'T FUCKING WIN. I JUST CAN'T FUCKING WIN. I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF. I GOT THE MESSAGE. THE UNIVERSE WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF. I'M GOING TO DO WHAT THE UNIVERSE WANTS. THE BLOOD IS ON THE UNIVERSE'S HANDS.