>>938913305 (OP)
You don't want a GF, you like the idea of one, the perks etc...but it comes with a ton of suffering making the juice not worth the squeeze. Any major positives will be used against you, making you pay pay pay pay or suffer. Same thing really.
What you "want", and I mean truly is either a decent sex doll, maybe with AI or a robot/android waifu. That will give you closure. If you feel the need the reproduce? Don't it's a moot effort. Not only is your DNA watered down after a couple generations, your kids are also not really yours. They're the state's (to be groomed by paid groomers we call teachers and by your GF/wife at the time to be a good little servant to women, completing the circle of eternal doom.) Be apex. Stand at the top. End the suffering on your terms.
> Smelly
Treasure it, it's your forcefield. If they want a piece of you, they won't mind either way. Showering? A scam. I believe one can minimize showers and tooth cleaning for events only. If you are a wagie (forced self-checkmate), you are kinda forced to look decent though, however I recommend checking out of the system before it is too late for you to do so.
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