so uhhh I really miss my ex and I'm absolute ass at stalking
-so it was my fault that we broke up
-i blocked him and tried ignoring him because I thought it was the best option(I'm retarded as hell)
-long story short he still wanted to fix things and get back together but I was being an idiot and trying to ignore him but I only realised I loved him and that he really was the only one who ever loved me for who I was when it was too late and now he started dating other people,thing is he hates me and knows what to say to make me want to dig a hole jump in and bury myself alive.
rn I'm unfriended on most platforms and I need tips on how to get closer to him without him knowing (we have only ever talked online and we live in separate parts of the same country)
-ps. we are both guys
-im literally so obsessed
-i blocked him and tried ignoring him because I thought it was the best option(I'm retarded as hell)
-long story short he still wanted to fix things and get back together but I was being an idiot and trying to ignore him but I only realised I loved him and that he really was the only one who ever loved me for who I was when it was too late and now he started dating other people,thing is he hates me and knows what to say to make me want to dig a hole jump in and bury myself alive.
rn I'm unfriended on most platforms and I need tips on how to get closer to him without him knowing (we have only ever talked online and we live in separate parts of the same country)
-ps. we are both guys
-im literally so obsessed