>>939302467 (OP)
If you keep telling yourself that it won't get better, and do nothing to change your situation, you are 100% correct.
I was homeless and smoking crack a bit over a decade ago. I've been clean for over a decade, have my own apartment, and a job that I love today.
It can get better, but you have to work to make it better. I'm living proof. If a fuck up degenerate like me can claw their way out of homelessness, what's your excuse?