>>939383659 (OP)
I hope to overcome my sinful nature and live as a saint. I hope for the salvation of all souls, especially those close to me as I can't bear the thought that death truly is goodbye forever. I hope for heaven on earth, where nobody lies anymore, or cheats or steals. I hope for the prosperity of all people of all peoples.
But I know I am too sinful to be a part of that world. My lust frequently defeats my higher soul, and the self-hatred that breeds is crushing. I pray for my own painful redemption, as I want to suffer for my sins while they are cleansed. Justice demands anguish for me, all I can hope for is that the fires that await me are flames of purification.
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