you really can't trust anything in this bullshit reality. my mom totally succeeded in not only trapping me in a living hell for a life, but also making me just as angry and nasty as she is. i've learned not to take anything she says seriously. i have no idea why my life turned out this way, but i wish i had not been born. no one is genuine. people, and in fact this whole reality, it's all just fake. of course, the suffering is real. i just sleep as much as i can these days, nothing else to do.
