Thread 939461855

Gay experiences anyone? Bonus points if you’re straight.

>>939461855 (OP)
Facts:
>only 10% have ever had a gay experience
>only 1.5% identify as gay

>>939461855 (OP)
Had gay experiences with my bro in our teens

>>939462200
I had gay experiences with this guy's bro in my teens

Bet
>be me, around 12
>go to pool rec center out of town for friends birthday party
>had some exposure to porn/sex through newgrounds and randomly also furry stuff on image boards like fchan
>always straight but didn’t hate some of the gay furry stuff
>enter shower/locker room, I’m alone and passing through in wet bathing trunks heading towards shower
>see two older boys (older teens) run through shower area, one of them naked
>it looked like one of them had stolen the other one’s towel, roughhousing etc
>the one whose towel got stolen had his cock swinging around. start getting kind of nervous, eventually get up nerve to go into shower
>showers are these bathroom stall type of thing, a bit wider but have a door that closes
>walls aren’t quite floor to ceiling but pretty close
>guy whose cock was flopping around i see about to go in one
>I blurt out “yo….”
>he turns, cock on full display, I have his attention
>shit shit shit
>I say something trying to compliment his cock but I don’t remember what it was, probably stupid
>he laughs a bit and glances down to my crotch, where my semi chub is totally visible because of how wet my trunks are
>says something like “what, are you fucking gay for me or something?”
>I must be beet fucking red
>he asks me to pull them down so he can see, so he can prove Im gay
>he’s still laughing, I can’t tell if he’s coming onto me or bullying me
>I totally freeze up
>he starts chasing me trying to pull my trunks down

>>939462675
You may had

>>939462130
The stats are way higher than that. There was an infamous study done back in the 1950s showing that nearly 40% of men had at least one gay experience in their life... and that was back when homosexuality was way more taboo than it is now.

>I try to run past him towards the wall of showers,
>no good, he gets on top of me pretty quickly and easily, pushes me into one of the showers and gets his hand down my trunks, but they’re tied tight and he’s basically trying to rip them down
>whole time he’s laughing
>still could be that he’s just bullying me
>but at this point my heart is pounding and I really was quite hard
>as he’s trying to rip down my trunks grabbing me from the back, I throw my hips back into his long (but not hard really) dick and arch my back as best I can
>I had a pretty fem, thin figure at that time, fluffy hair
>don’t think he expected that
>just kept pressing
>a lot of grunting and struggling going on
>he’s quite a bit taller than me so eventually reaches around and grabs my dick
>feels that im now rock hard
>I feel him give it this squeeze
>I let out this completely involuntary little squeak/moan
>never heard myself make this noise before, really girly almost
>mind goes fully blank and I’m pretty quickly on my knees filling my mouth with his cock
>he doesn’t really say anything this whole time just lots of grunting
>he stops at tone point to turn on the shower
> eventually pushes me off, holding my hair, starts jerking his cock real fast
>think I know what this means, instinctively open my mouth
>splats on my tongue, never tasted cum before
>salty, kind of funky, not my fave
>he slaps my cheek twice, breathing heavy, and goes into one of the other showers and locks the door
>I close the door of mine from my knees,
Finger my butt face down ass up while I jerk my cock thinking about how hot that was
>orgasmed a few times, at that point I couldnt really produce semen so prob like 2-3 dry orgasms
>left with shaking legs
>still tasting cum in my throat while talking to my friends’ parents later

I suck dick and swallow cum.

Not really sure if this counts, but I used to jerk it with a friend of mine. We'd watch hetero porn and there was no sexual interaction between us aside from jerking in the same room. I will admit that seeing him cum was kinda hot. I was too awkward about it to ask him what he thought though.

Used to work as a night custodian of a community centre in my early 20s. Me a few other young guys and this older black guy. Always 2 of us on at once, more on weekends.

One random night I’m on with the older black dude and he brought a J to smoke out back. We do, I have no tolerance at that time so I’m ripped. This guys now stoned also and making all kinds of sexual jokes. Eventually he said something like if I was in prison I’d get fucked for sure, big lol about that one. Eventually he starts pretty clearly coming onto me and I honestly was very curious and very horny from the weed. Ended up fucking my ass with baby oil in the backseat of his car. I couldn’t tell if I was orgasming or just pissing but I’m pretty sure I came all over my pulled-down pants just from getting fucked. Honestly wild still think about it a lot

>>939463375
It’s cliche now but honestly the scent of baby oil makes me crave dick as well

>>939461855 (OP)
Back towards the end of middle school, I had a summer "fling" with a friend who was a year older than me.

That summer was spent with him coming over almost daily to play Melee and Animal Crossing while my folks were at work. We also talked a lot about sex and about which classmates we'd fuck.
Idk what compelled him but one day he got really hard (Which was normal whenever we got into the conversation), but decided to show me. As he stood over me with it, we were both silent and locked eyes. I had prior gay experiences with cousins when I was a kid, so in that moment I was taken back to those days, and proceeded to suck my friend's dick.
He was clearly surprised, but never told me to stop. I kept going and he began to undress. When he got close, I pulled it out and he blew his load on my carpet.

After that, the door was pretty much open with us. Every morning from when he was dropped off up until my folks were on their way home, we'd strip naked and alternate between gaming and fucking. There was never any penetration, but we'd suck each other off and dry hump while kissing until we were ready to blow.

I never saw him much once school started, and I ended up going to a different high school when I graduated. Still, I sometimes think about him and hope he's doing well.

I got sucked off by my boss's 10yo son when I was 16. I was babysitting, and the kid wanted to touch my cock. I let him and then took him upstairs to my room. I laid him back on the bed and pulled his shorts down to see the smallest cock I've ever seen. I felt his balls and jerked him off until he came, which was the first time he ever did.

I then sat him up on the edge of the bed and put my cock in front of his face. I told him to start kissing it, which he did. Then I had him start to lick my balls and up my shaft before telling him to just open his mouth as wide as he could. I slid my cock into his mouth, and his eyes got really wide. I still remember taking his little blonde head and guiding it up and down. He followed directions well, and I held his little cock and balls in my hand while he blew me. I warned him not to spit out what I'm about to put into his mouth, and I came hard into that little boy. He held my cum in his mouth after I pulled out and then swallowed on command. I stood him up, pulled his shorts back up, and gave him a pat on the ass and said "good boy." He never told anyone that I know of, and I actually blackmailed him years later after he was married so that his wife and son didn't find out.

>>939462200
Same here. Started fooling around with my brother early puberty... just jerking off together and minor experimentation at first, but slowly escalated from there.

My brother was a lot more "into it" than I was, so after a while I stopped reciprocating and kinda just treated him like a fleshlight. I felt guilty about doing gay shit, esp since I was taking advantage of my younger brother... but at that age I was too fucking horny and desperate for sex to pass up an eager/willing source of blowjobs and buttsex. It mostly stopped once I finally started landing girlfriends who would put out. Though I still used him when I was between gfs, up until college.

My brother turned out gay (no surprise there) and I turned out straight (more or less). Nowadays, we have a good relationship, but never ever talk about all the sexual shit we used to do.

Got piledrived and doggystyled raw with spit as lube only in a bathhouse literally underground by some guy in his 40s when I was 19. Wouldn’t recommend the raw part of course but the rest woof

>be me, 22, 5'4, 100lbs. Had gfs before. Ran into a dry spell after HS. So I had a few guys suck me off before. Had a guy rim me once and that felt amazing. Got curious about taking dick.
>post on a website, looking for an older top to take my anal virginity.
>found this hot older muscular daddy about 6'2, about 200lbs. we chat for a few days getting to know each other.
>He seemed nice, agree to meet up.
>on that day, he picks me up and we head back to his place.
>we get to his place, turns out its a bathhouse. he owns the place. tells me it is a safe place with a locked room for privacy.
>we get in for free, and into a room. inside there's a bed, tv, nightstand and a sling in the corner.
>We settle in, n sit on the bed, flips on the tele, and we both strip naked
>we chit chat a bit, sensing that Im nervous, he kindly offers me some wine and weed to relax. I happily accept.
>I drink and smoke up; he immediately gets to work on my cock then balls. Feels great.
>he hands me his bong, and tells me to finish my drink. I gulp it down, and took some hoots.
>I get so dizzy, room is spinning
>Flips me over onto my stomach, spreads my cheeks, rims my hole for a good while.
>After loosening my hole up pretty good, gives me poppers and inhale. I take a few wiffs almost passing out.
>felt him lubing up my hole, climb on top of me and rub his stiff cock up and down on my asscrack. His massive tool gently reaches balls deep. Trapped underneath him, he makes me wiff some more.
>Begins dominating my hole, clapping my cheeks.
> End up taking so many loads, going round after round.
>As the sun started to come up next morning, and exhausted he ends it.
>we briefly rest in our mess, spooning.
>my senses come back slowly, still dazed and horny
>He helps me wash up and get ready. He leaves to start work, tells me i can stay for more fun with others if I want. I decline, feeling worn out.
>gets me a cab and go home
>I pass out on my bed for almost 2 days straight

>>939463994
he even took a vid and sent it to me

>>939461855 (OP)
One day I logged into 4chan.
This site is gay.

>>939463994
>>939464070
Damn, poppers let you take it that well in a virgin ass? That's so hot.

mostly into girls... but guys give much better bjs, lol

got a gay buddy who's been giving me head since high school. strictly casual.... I don't really do anything for him, he's happy just sucking me off.

>>939464344
well he gave me other things like T, and G

>>939464851
I don't know what that is, but damn you're a good buttslut.

One night when my wife was out of town, I was drinking at home alone and jerking off to random reddit porn threads when I came across some amateur guys fucking each other.
I had always been curious and was just drunk enough to have zero inhibitions so I made a quick Grindr account and chatted up a few guys in my area (I live in LA so plenty of fags).

A guy just a short walk from me invited me over and I sucked my first cock and then he fucked me in the ass. I came harder than I ever have before and he came inside my ass. Went home, cleaned up and never told my wife

>>939465084

-> here's me
>>29416548

>>939465084
it's hard drugs

Plenty but they’re all with the same person and it’s been going on for 15 years and we’re engaged. I’ve taken a lot of his cum

>>939465243
What board is that supposed to be on?

Messed around with a few guys in college. Mostly with this femboy twink I was dormmates with my sophomore year... he singlehandedly moved me a couple notches down the kinsey scale lol

>Not gay, just really enjoy anal play
>Usually go to pro-dommes
>but they're expensive so every once in a while I go to a porn theater and let guys fuck me just to feel something deep in my ass

More than happy to post about specific experiences if people are interested. Picrel is one of my old pro-dommes

>>939465747
/gifs

>>939466531
>>>/gif/29416548

>>939466630


yes.

>>939461855 (OP)
Homosexuals are rapists and should all be killed.

me, my best friend, and our gfs got into a drunken foursome. we got the girls to lez out with each other, and in exchange they got me and my buddy to do gay shit with each other too.

me and my friend ended up liking it way more than either of us expected. led to us doing more, even when our girls weren't around.

I let a guy from /soc/ pop my ass-cherry in a playground while drunk. I freaked out for a couple weeks because he went raw and I there was blood in my shit for a week. I blame my girlfriend at the time, she would send me pegging videos of a joke.

Picrel: the dick pic he sent me

>>939465368
Good for you two, man.

>>939464695
Wish I had this. I want someone I can DL suck off who won't have stds or something.

>>939461855 (OP)
>be me
>18yo pot head
>just lost my job
>cute 18yo gf paying my bills
>she is off to work
>go in Craigslist looking for BBC
>big goofy nigger comes over with a cookie monster shirt
>he pulls out a blunt on my couch and we smoke
>few hits in and I ask him to take it out
>it's huge even though it's still soft
>I take his thick dark meat in my white teen mouth and start sucking like it's my religion
>at least 9" when it's fully hard
>he says the head is to good and he is gonna bust if we don't move on
>he tries to shove it up my ass
>my little white boy hole is to tight
>I put some lotion on my ass and mount him, slowly gliding it in
>once it's in I'm riding him, he bends me over and fucks me from behind
>his giant hands play with my COMPLETELY limp dick like it's a clit
>he tells me he is going to cum, so I get on my knees and open my whore mouth
>thick cum all over my mouth
10/10 wish I had done more of this

>>939465129
Is it easy to stay anonymous on grinder?
I want to find an older guy 50+ who just wants head from time to time.

>>939464695
Me and my best friend used to be suck buddies like this. I've got a lot of nostalgic high school and college memories of us spending lazy afternoons hanging out together, getting high and playing vidya while he let me give him these long leisurely blowjobs. He has a fucking god-tier dick and was very vocally appreciative, so I loved blowing him. I would've been happy to do more, but he really is straight so he was never interested in going any further, just liked getting his dick sucked.

Finally stopped a few years ago, when he got serious with this girl he was seeing (and eventually married). I was the best man at their wedding. They seem happy and I'm happy for them, but I still find myself wondering if his wife will ever catch up with me in terms of how many loads she takes from my buddy... I mean, back during our teens especially, the guy pumped literal gallons of total cum down my throat over the years lol

>>939461855 (OP)
what do you consider a gay experience?
i get hit on regularly at bars, but thats because i like to hang out at gay bars.
never have been attracted enough to any masculine men to try anything, but i have banged out a few tranny smoke shows.

I had an insanely hot experience last week
>meet up with BBC i found on grindr
>walk into his house. He's shirtless, buff and has a massive bulge in his sweat pants
>I go to his bathroom to do makeup, put on my wig, a dress and panties
>go back to him and he kisses me and pours us wine
>go to his bedroom and immediately start blowing him. deepthroat all 9 inches
>he has me turn around, lifts the back of my dress up and starts eating my ass as i sip on wine
>he starts fucking me
>tell him I want to be pinned against the wall
>we both get up. Feel him going in and out of me as he's groping my legs, chest and hips
>finish the night giving him a blowjob while he fingers me. As I go deeper on him, he thrusts deeper in my ass

Best sex I've ever had with a man

>>939472390
Do you got anymore vids of you both?

Me and my brother used to fool around when we were 12/10. I initiated it out of curiosity, we went for a couple months before it petered out. Most we ever did was oral. He ended up actually being full gay, I’m bi but married to a woman now.

Had only one other experience in college with my roommate junior year, socially awkward nerdy guy who confessed he had feelings. We ended up fucking a few times which was fun, though he was way more into it then me and we ended up breaking it off.

Don’t regret any of it, though the first one is not one I’d share with anyone irl except my wife. I think I’m bi but heavily on the “likes women” side.

>>939461855 (OP)
>be 14
>summer job detassling corn
>boss calls me inside to talk, thinks I'm gay because kids are assholes and started a rumor about me
>tells me I can get paid double if he gets to fuck me in the ass
>hormones + broke + plan immediately forming to blackmail him, accept
>rails me for about 20 minutes in his bedroom before nutting inside me, gives me 90$, which is more than what I would have made in a day
>surprising thing is, it actually felt really good
>end up doing it every day, though he didn't pay me 90$ every day, he said he couldn't afford to pay me that much, so it became 45$ extra every day

Never detassled after that summer again, but I did keep whoring myself to strangers up until I was about 22 years old after that.

>>939461855 (OP)
>be me
>get no hoes
>download grindr
>bang a few crossdressers
>still like women
>still get no women
>at least did it with a few men

>>939474274
>be him
>based as all fuck

I used to suck old man dick in the forest preserve bathroom with a friend. Didn’t really know what gay was at the time; but I’m 100% straight now.

>>939463021
Straightest 4channer

>>939461855 (OP)
https://www.wfmj.com/story/53050112/lawsuit-claims-sexual-assault-during-alleged-ursuline-football-team-hazing

Back in highschool my best friend and I used to blow each other in front of his little sister. She had a crush on me so I think she just liked seeing my dick, even if her brother was sucking it.

>>939474409
how old were you

Occasionally I use to have video sex with stranger (i show them my huge cucumber and my juicy ass )
There’s an amazing thrill which can’t be described

Lol if someone is interested, video call if you make me satisfy then 100$ is yours
9145717117

>>939474928
Just got into middle school. So, about 13

>>939461855 (OP)
Fucked a guy in college, this was like 2011 so it was still in that era of where some guys had that super fem look to them (before the newer style era where there's now this "muscle fem" thing going on) and he was like that. It was fine, felt good and nutted. Just happened that one time though, never since. Not something I would feel the need to chase after again.

>>939474634
Only surprising thing about this is that it made the news... sexual hazing in high school sports (especially football, which attracts a lot of repressed self-loathing closet cases) is pretty common, but usually gets swept under the rug.

Dp'd a slut from the bar with my friend. Hardest orgasm of both of our lives

High school party at friends house.
Buddy who lives there has a younger brother who is a freshmen and definitely gay, didn't come out officially but word was he was a little fruit cake.
Drunk af 3 in the morning wake up on couch have to piss badly
Hall bath is locked pretty sure someone was passed out sleeping in there
Master bedroom door is locked, friend sleeping in there with his gf
Go into brothers room since there is a bathroom in there, walk in he looks up and asks me what I'm doing tell him about to piss my pants
Peeing for what seems like 5 minutes
Look over see gay lil bro peeking in cracked door at my dick
Finish then push door open quickly ask him wtf he's doing
He gets super scared asks me to be quiet not to wake up anyone
I'm still drunk as shit and horny, middle of the night everyone in house passed out
Ask him if he likes looking at dicks
He tries to deny it, I tell him I'm going to tell his brother he was being a little faggot creeping
He begs me not to about to cry
Tell him to get down on his knees and suck my cock and I'll keep it between us
He immediately gets on his knees and i pull my pants down
Sucks my dick better than most girls I've ever had then I bust in his mouth
He almost puked but holds it down, it was a huge load I was horny as fuck
Tell him if anyone finds out I'll kill him
He goes to bed, never spoken about again.
This was 15 years ago at this point

>went to a bathhouse with my fuck buddy for the first time.
>dark night, he fucked me a few times then had a few guys fuck me after
>probably was fucked 11 times, mostly in a sling. i think a couple of guys went a second time with me.
>my fuck buddy ate out every load i received

>>939461855 (OP)
Back in high school, me and some friends would through food at the gay kid. One day he fucking snapped, screamed nonstop and got suspended. Does that count?

I got into a sexual relationship with my stepdad just before I turned 18. Which I know sounds super sketch on the surface. But he didn't molest me or anything, I was the one who started it.

In fact I'd been *trying* to start it for years... my stupid crush on him was a big part of how I realized I was bi in the first place. But he didn't take me seriously at first... pretended not to notice all my ogling and perving on him, and laughed off all my clumsy attempts to flirt like I was just joking around.

It wasn't until he was headed towards divorce with my mom that he showed any return interest in me. Probably helped that I was 17 at that point and had grown into a twink instead of just looking like a gangly kid. Plus he was lonely and sexually frustrated and I was intentionally trying to get close and take advantage of that.

But even once we'd finally started getting cuddling and physical, he still held back from crossing the line to actual sex. Kept saying that I was too young (even though 16 was age of consent in our state, and also I'd already had sex with girls my own age by that point).

I eventually talked him into agreeing that we could try fooling around after I turned 18. But just having that agreement out in the open like that turned our sexual tension up to max. So it was actually a couple months before my birthday when he finally gave in and let me suck his dick. After that, the agreement turned into "okay, no anal until you're 18"... but then like a week later he got carried away again and popped my cherry.

>>939475135
How many dicks did you suck? Did you ever suck each others?

>>939476883
2-3 a week for almost a year. We tried once, but it was very awkward

>>939475333
It happened at my school too. A bunch of players pinned a freshman down in the weight room and stuck their dicks in his mouth and sodomized him. It didn't make the paper but they all got sued

>>939473137
Hot

>>939461855 (OP)
Last year I fucked a 19 year old blonde curly hair skinny teen from Grindr. Omfg that was so hot

>>939477075
That’s a lot of dick for someone that age

when I got fucked by an older guy. lied about my age to him

>>939464851
i would fuck your ass too! nice dick btw

>>939464695
thats a nice dick you have! show it

>>939474379
>be me
>not based
>had gay sex
>it was gay
>still pine for women
>still no women
I don't want man butt anymore

>>939472390
you both have very nice cocks!

So guys. I'm in my 30s and I've been married for almost 10 years. I'm always been a closeted bi-curious guy but the things are shifting around a bit. There is this guy my age at work that I suspect he is bi as well. My idea is to propose him to suck each other off and perhaps do a mmf threesome with my wife and perhaps spice up my boring married man sex life. Any tips?

>>939479704
go for it. start playing each other and give also anal a try. you might even like it!

>>939479704
How do you reach your mid 30s without knowing if you're gay or not? Isn't that something you figure out in your 20s

>>939478511
it was sooo hot. I hope I get to blow him again because he was so nice. He complimented me, my butt, my dress and he'd kiss me. I need that BBC again. At one point I was standing and enjoying my wine while he was kneeling with his face buried in my ass

>>939479704
>married
Don't cheat.
It's guys like you that make homophobia and actual defence mechanism, women not wanting to spend their life with someone who doesn't know themselves and will ruin her life when she's too old to start a life for herself.

>>939479363
how about getting your ass fucked?

>>939479747
I don't think I'm into anal on myself. I have no idea what the other guy likes though.
>>939479790
I've been bi-curious since my mid 20s but I guess with life and maturity the reckoning is due. I've never done it with a guy. I talked the wife to do a threesome with a trans once. She liked the idea of "boobs and dick" at once. She's a bit bi-courious too. She's into kissing with girls and fondling boobs but the pussy is a no-go.
>>939479864
I need to get out of doubts. I'm not justifying the cheating. I'll try to be as open as I can with her. My best case scenario is that I try it with the guy and I enjoy it, then I'd introduce my wife to the idea of me being a bit bi through a threesome. She has been interested in mmf threesomes too.

>>939480306
give it a try. perhaps he likes i too and you get on board on fucking his ass too. start sucking him to see if you like it. work his head and balls and taste his cum to see if you like that too

>>939480306
I'm not the original poster, i'm the guy asking how you made it to 30 not knowing. Please don't cheat on your wife. After the initial wonder or lust of sex, it becomes like any other boring sexual encounter. Man or not, it isn't worth it thinking with your dick seldom works out

Working in Arab country so didn't see this coming. New GF back home but bored and drinking in hotel bar. Arab starts talking to me and I'm more drunk than I should be. Wants me to go to a secret bar with him. I try to sneak away after going to the toilet but he's waiting for me. End up in his car drinking on the edge of the dessert. Not sure what he gave me but next memory is walking into my room with him. He takes his robes off and beneath his fat belly is the smallest dick I've ever seen. Like the head was normal sized but the shaft was literally 1" and super skinny. I suck him for a while and he goes to fuck me but he's so small it doesn't really work. Woke up later that morning to him jerking near my face. Before I work out what's happening he pushes my head on his dick and cums in my mouth. Hungover and tasting his disgusting cum I have to rush to bathroom and vomit.

Any guys here ever experiment with your buddies as a group together growing up, or in similar group setting like scouts/camp, travel sports etc?

>>939470526
Thanks man. Can’t really imagine myself with another person. He’s supported me through a lot of shit

>30 yo bi-curious faggot

Lately I started having all these gay fantasies and consuming gay porn, so I decided to act on it. Last year I finally got the courage and met up with this dude, mid 40s, neat looking, 4-5 inch cock.

He's married and likes to fool around with guys. I went to his house, my heart almost bursting out of my chest , we shook hands, and we sat down on his bed. He was very kind, gentle and supportive, saying we don't need to do anything if I am not ready. We slowly got naked, and we started jerking each other off. I was surprised how natural his cock felt in my hand and before I knew it I just went in for the suck, him getting hard in my mouth.

I absolutely loved how a cock felt in my mouth, got hard too. I sucked him off for a while, then he was really eager to blow me when he saw how hard I got. I gotta say, dude knew how to suck a dick. He wanted me to fuck him in the ass, so we got a condom and lube and tried, but my dick was too thick for him so we abandoned it.

We went to the bathroom, I sucked him off a bit more then we both came, me in his mouth, him on my chest

Honestly it was pretty nice other than some immediate post nut clarity regret.

>>939481586
would you let him or someone else fuck and creampie your ass?

>>939481621
I have thought of bottoming, I kind of want to try it next but I don't really like playing with my ass

>>939481671
what about you fucking someone's ass? like would you fuck my ass if i spread my legs in front of you?

>>939481342
I was the boytoy for our group of friends when we were growing up.

>>939481729
storytime?

>>939481744
Not much of a story. Just sucked their dicks and then later, learned how to bottom when they wanted it

>>939481703
depends on the mood but I liked fucking his tight ass for a bit before he tapped

>>939481776
hot!

>>939481729
How old were you all and how big was the group? How wild did things get?

>>939481785
sounds good! how big is your cock?

I'm jealous of guys who got to experiment more growing up. I had one friend in 8th and 9th grade who would invite me to his house all the time. Every time I would stay the night, we would end up sneaking down to the computer room and watching porn together while we jerked off next to each other. Looking back, I'm sure he wanted to take it further and I wish I'd have let him.

>>939481833
We started when we were about 14. There were 6 of us, so I serviced all 5. Wildest was always in one of the guys basement. They used to tell me to go into the laundry room and sit in the dark to wait for them. They would come in or or two at a time and have their fun. We never spoke of it outside the group

>>939463485
> You better do what i say or i will exopse that i raped a 10 year old kid

How does one get this retarded?

Back in Boy Scouts we would go camping once a month. I had a number of friends in the troop and I would bunk with different people most nights. One of my best friends there, James was my same height at 6’5” with curly brown hair. We were on the soccer team together. As we got older he was rarely my first choice for a tent mate because there was barely any room for the two of us alongside our things in those tents. Sometimes when we would tent together I would wake up overheating even in the winter and find him laying up against me in his own sleeping bag. I would wake him up and ask him to move back over, but it would happen all the time. On one camp out I had stayed up at the fire very late into the night to the point where it had died down to just cold coals. In my sleeping bag I couldn’t get warm for the life of me, and I was stuck laying awake hoping eventually my body would warm me up. I tossed and turned for what felt like ages but nothing was warming me up. At some point I turned and faced towards James. This night was a new moon so it was near pitch black in the tent save for the residual glow of a propane lamp making its way all the way out from the center of the campsite. In this dim light I could vaguely see his face. He was awake, and had his eyes lightly open. He couldn’t see that I was awake, left in silhouette by the lamp light my eyes were obscured. Looking for longer I noticed a light rustle coming from his waist. James was touching himself.

A bit surprised and a little embarrassed by the situation I rolled back over to give him his space. My friend didn’t need to know that I caught him jerking off. I get it, I’m horny all the time as well, I just don’t usually give it a tug on camp outs. I smirked a little laughing at the absurdity of the situation but I just rolled back over and stayed still. I didn’t want him to realize I had seen him. At this point I was aware that the light rustling sound that I had assumed was the leaves outside was actually the sound of his sleeping bag rustling as he moved his hand. I committed myself to trying to fall back asleep. After a few minutes I was warmer with heavier eyelids thinking I would get to sleep soon. Then I felt it, a light touch on the small of my back. I froze. It was almost nothing, the back of his knuckles it felt like. This was weird. How do I say something to my best friend about this? Is he gay? He hadn’t come out to anyone as far as I knew. Maybe he had just actually fallen asleep and rolled that way naturally. That wouldn’t explain how the zipper on my sleeping bag wouldn’t let him slip in like that though. We both stayed there (mostly) unmoving for what felt like a few minutes. Then his hand started to move. Leading with his fingertips, his hand found its way up to my waist while he pushed himself closer, partially on to my sleeping mat. He was close enough now that I could feel his breath on my neck. I inhaled sharply. Immediately his hand disappeared, slipping deftly out of my sleeping bag. I turn around to my friend and “wake him up.” “Hey man, would you mind scooting over a bit, you rolled onto my side?” I ask. Feigning having just woken up he replies, “oh yeah, my bad sure.” I figure this is the end of it since there is no way he is going to risk that again. I guess I learned something about my friend tonight but no harm no foul. I managed to finally drift off to sleep. That was until I woke up again.

>>939482291
This time he must’ve gone twice as slow for fear of waking me again. I felt him, his body resting up against mine, his nestled in the small of my waist, and his hand down underneath my waistband. He didn’t have his hand around my cock, that would be too intrusive. He instead had the tip against him palm and was using his fingers more to explore than to stroke. He was slowly rhythmically feeling the length of my cock with his fingertips. I didn’t know what to do. My best friend had my cock in his hands. I’d been friends with this guy basically since birth. Do I get help? I don’t want to ruin his life. I don’t understand why he would do this to me, his best friend. I was scared. I tried rolling further onto my stomach so he couldn’t reach anymore, but it didn’t matter. He pulled his hand away for a moment but when I moved he kept his hand right where it was. I was fully hard now unsure what to do. I figured I could wait it out, and it would be over soon. I had asked him to move and fallen asleep again in the time since I first noticed him touching himself; how much longer could he last? So I waited. He kept feeling my cock in the same manner with his palm on the tip and his fingers moving up and down. It wasn’t a particularly strong sensation, but he was persistent. It went on for what felt like an eternity, my cock getting more and more sensitive the longer he kept at it. I started to worry that he was going to make me cum. I hated the pleasure, but it was intense. I was trying to focus on anything else to stop the swell I was feeling building up, but he kept moving and I kept still.

>>939482318
Every stroke of his fingers sent shocks of pleasure up through my body. His breath was warm calm and slow drifting over my neck. The tip of his cock grinding lightly against the back of my underwear. After so much of this I couldn’t hold it anymore, I had to let go. The feeling was more intense than I could’ve ever expected. It felt different than when I would touch myself. Trying so hard not to cum but having it taken against my wishes. Uncontrollable pleasure from a gender I’m not even attracted to. The second he felt a spray of cum against his palm he pulled his hand away as deftly as before. I laid there as still as before trying to rationalize what had happened. I didn’t want to lose my best friend but also this was so much farther than I ever should have let him go. Why didn’t I try to stop him more forcefully? I couldn’t answer, but I was exhausted. Finally I managed to get some sleep. I never mentioned it to him. Years later I finally really processed what happened and came to a full understanding.

>>939481844
6.5 inches

>>939461855 (OP)
Not really attracted to other guys, but porn got me interested in a bit of degeneracy - older fat guys in particular. Started befriending guys online to be their BJ buddy, and had a few guys over the span of a few years that I saw for between 3-6months each (where I would suck them off).

After a bit of a break due to the Cov ID, I decided to get back into it, and wanted it to lead into anal. Took a couple of months of searching online to find a suitable guy, but was glad to be sucking dick again. After a month or so I was comfortable enough to try anal. First time it was all a very new experience. The guy went slow and I made him use condoms and alot of lube, so there wasn't any pain. It was pleasurable, and I did make a bit of uncontrollable noise due to the physical feeling (not screaming, just a bit of moaning). I continued seeing this guy and a couple of times a week we would fuck(with condom) in this guys bed while his wife was working. Pretty much we just did doggy or missionary with him standing and me on the edge of the bed. In missionary he would often lean over me so his big belly would rub against my dick (I was hard everytime I was being fucked) - which caused me to cum quite quickly. He usually cum while in doggy though.

After another month or so he convinced me to get a full sexual health test (he did also) because he didn't want to use condoms. From then he was breeding me each time. It was definitely hotter for both of us, even if the cleanup was a bit messy. Feeling his dick twitching with that ultimate pleasure did feel great.

>>939483003
So fucking jealous of you

>>939483003
how big was his dick?

>>939483181
the only way for things to happen is to be proactive and take steps so they CAN happen

>>939483284
>how big was his dick?
probably 6.5 inch in estimation

>>939483318
Nice. The last one I took was 9 inches cuz i'm a bit of a size queen lol
I was moaning

>>939483318
I so badly want a silver bear Daddy to take care of. I wish I had your courage to go through with it.

>>939483371
>The last one I took was 9 inches cuz i'm a bit of a size queen
Not a size queen myself, average size suits me fine. Kind of scared of someone being too big tbh.

>>939483391
>I wish I had your courage to go through with it.
It took me a long time to work up the courage. First time was scary for me - I was shaking when finally agreeing to do it. I only went through with it due to the guy being quite understanding and relaxed about it - and making sure we both understood my boundaries.

>>939483404
It's an intense feeling. I like it a lot but I couldn;t do it as long as a would a smaller. There's something really arousing about thinking "oh my god he's deeper in me than any of the other men I've been with"

>>939483477
You're living my fantasy, but maybe someday it can be more than that.

>>939483519
i'm in a very unique situation where i'm both gay and also straight at the same time.

>>939484068
We call that bi, and also keeping our options open

>>939484068
I'm bi but I only bottom when I'm with another man. I also crossdress and do makeup for sex with guys too. I get off on how feminine it feels to be giving blowjobs and spreading my legs for guys.

I have no attraction to men whatsoever but me and a guy friend hook up a couple times a year when I'm overall too horny. We suck each other's dick (mostly him sucking mine) and he eats my ass. I still consider myself straight and only hook up when it's convenient to me.

I cum buckets and he thinks it's hot that I'm straight.

Maybe I'm heteroflexible? I dunno. I don't see or feel attracted to men, I hate the scent of musk so he has to shower and scrub and we don't kiss because I get instantly repelled, yet here I am sucking a dick. I don't understand and not sure if there's a term for that. I'll suck a dick because I'm horny, but I'm not attracted and grossed out by everything around it. I do love women and pussy, though. Y'all could tell me if there's a term for that.

>>939484267
Do you actually like the feeling of a dick in your mouth?

>>939484267
If you're engaging in homosexual behaviors, you're gay.
That is like saying "mentally and emotionally I have zero desire to eat meat because i'm a vegan, the thought of meat is gross, but I eat a juicy burger because it tastes good and I like the way it feels"
You're not a vegan

I don’t find myself very attracted to men, but I love getting railed by a fat dick in my man pussy. I love being the reason men ejaculate. I’ve been fucked by at least half a dozen dudes and they all say they love me. My trick is that I push against them the whole time so they have to fight my bootyhole to stay inside of my warm, cozy rectal cavity. I got so much room in my ass now, I think I could fit any size cock in my hole with ease. Does that make me a fag?

>>939484267
You just enjoy sexual pleasure and orgasms. You're not looking for love or companionship with men.

You're not gay.

You're just a slut.

>>939484450
I used to think like that until I realized I’m attracted to men as well as women lol
At first I thought it was just about the sex and how anal feels good. Then I started being picky about which guys I’d sleep with. Like “if I’m gonna do it with a guy, he might as well be buff and hung and good looking” and then that became me ogling guy’s muscles because they would turn me on