>>939558912
i picked the wrong career and spent more than a decade in it
quit a couple of years ago and haven't really landed on my feet yet
got divorced before that, which financially ruined me, got depressed and started drinking heavily
got out of shape and started to have health problems
i stopped drinking and have been exercising every day, to the best of my ability with my health, but i'm not doing great
i'm too old to go back to school, too weird and unsocialized at this point to find another partner, not talented enough at anything to really stand out on my own
i still have above-average intelligence, but i lost about 10 IQ points because of drinking and a traumatic brain injury
it's hard to get traction toward any meaningful goals at this point